prinsestar.

After quite some time...

2008-09-18T06:32:00.002+08:00

and for the nth time! Hahahaha. :)

will I be back? I dunno. :P

Back being the Prinsestar?

2007-11-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

I don't know. :)) Hahahaha. Ang alam ko lang, I missed updating this blog. But then, I'll be updating my Multiply. What to do with prinsestar.blogspot.com?

Preserve. :) Wala lang.

I got a lot of blogs na. Tas I set-up a new one for my DEVC11 course.

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Just want to say...

Hello to my blogger friends. :)

♥

ICEBAG 8. ;)

2007-09-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

I ♥ ICEBAG 8! :D

Too bad Kiko, Rand and Chan are going to graduate na this sem. >.< Awww. At least naabutan ko silang nagperform for Icebag. Super laughtrip! And.. basta. ang galing. :D

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I'm not updating this blog kasi dito ako nag-a-update. Idk. Unti na rin naman nagvivisit dito... Hmmmm...

And it's been a while..

2007-08-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

I feel sooo damn pressured now. =(

The uno that I am aiming is.. not.. going to be aimed. =( Did that make sense? Wala na ang Ms. Brightside ko. Actually, nawala. But I'm trying to revive it in me. I dunno. =( When I get pressured, I get tense and then I.. fail. But I can't help it. Argh. Abnormal talaga ako. I just can't speak up, I can't step out of my shadow and do my thing. Everything's so different now. So UNLIKE high school. Gawd, I miss high school. =(

Ang gusto ko lang sana, wala akong bagsak. Awww. I was talking to Chari yesterday during Psy1 class and I told her that our theme song for the week is "Just Once". She asked why and then I sang the first two lines...

"I did my best, but I guess my best wasn't good enough.."

Really. Hahaha. Natawa na lang kame pareho. =p Haay. Sana pasado pa rin ako sa Phlo1 and Psy1. =( Gusto ko naman sila pareho, pero parang di mataas grade ko. =( Bakit ganun? Diba dapat mas ok yung grade kasi yun ang gusto ko? Tas sa IT1 and Math11 ako a-okaay. =p Weird much. Maybe because I'm exerting too much effort on those 2 courses? Argh. Dapat ba di ako masyadong mag-effort? I deserve an A for effort. =p

I'm ranting. Obviously. Hmm.

Hey Ms. Brightside, COME BACK.

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Aug. 7, 2007

Happy birthday to us. =D

"All I wanna do, is grow old with you. =)"

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Midterms. Malapit na.

x_X

2007-07-22T10:54:00.000+08:00

I'm stressed...

Because of my Phlo1 paper. 20% siya ng final grade namin for Phlo1 and sana maayus ang pagkakagawa ko sa paper ko. Sana matatawag mo siyang Philosophical paper. *cross fingers* I have to print it later..

Because of what I said to my Yanyan yesterday. I feel guilty and paranoid and worried. =( Argh. Sana magtext na siya.. He is not feeling well kasi yesterday na kasalanan niya din pero sana ok siya. Gagawa pa yun ng homework sa Math17..

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Everybody's busy. No one reads my blog anymore. =(

Prioritize? =)

2007-07-12T21:55:00.000+08:00

I have loads to do. Haay.

SPCM 1 - memorize the given piece
IT 1 - 1st long exam
Math11- madameng sasagutan =p (i love AMATH students(mel&lei) & a CE student(yanyan) =D)
CWTS 1- collage about development
PSY 1- tumikim ng 5 different kinds of food

Hmm, tapos na ko sa SPCM1 and plano kong tapusin ang CWTS1 tonight. =) Wala akong plans to watch HP5 tomorrow kasi I need to prioritize things.. Pero si Mama nagtext kanina na watch daw kame bukas. =) YEY. =D At least sya na nagbigay sakin ng way para makapagenjoy for.. I-don't-know-how-many hours. =)

Yun lang. =D

7th-11th.

2007-07-07T10:41:00.000+08:00

7.7.7

Happy 11th my Yanyan♥.

Kahit may tampuhan tayo.. Kamon, magwish tayo. Ang saya ng 11th month natin. Once in a lifetime lang ito. =p

I love you ♥

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Made by Alvin Ansay. =) Super miss ko na ang Gali(HS friends). Haay.. Kanya-kanya kameng busy. Haha. Labo. =p Watch it! Pamatay yung last scene. Naluha ako eh..

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Bati na kame ng Math11. =D

LQ kame ng Math 11.

2007-06-30T07:22:00.000+08:00

I love Math11
I love Math11
I love Math11

Come Friday..

I..... want to love Math11!!!

Seriously, ayoko talaga sa Math. But challenge ito sa akin. Oo na, alam kong mas mahirap ang Math 17 pero Math ito. Kelan ba naging madali ang Math? Hmm, pag minamahal ito? lol. Ang arti ko. HAHAHA! =)) Ang masama di lang ako sa Math natatanga, pati na din sa mga paggawa ng essay. Grrr.. I ~~hate~~ writing! Woops, mali mali.. I want to love writing! Sheesh. =/

♥♥

And now we're back together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is especially for you

- ;)

Makulay ang buhay..

2007-06-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

UNO.

Yan ang gusto kong ma-achieve. =) Hehe. Medyo mataas ang goal ko kaya kelangan ko talagang magseryoso. GC alert. Haha! =D

Masaya ako ngayon. Yun na yun. =)

Must love Y!M =)

2007-06-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

I chatted with him through Y!M for 2 nights na. Last night and kanina. =)
I missed him soo much. REALLY. =)
Y!M is our only way to communicate. Sira ang phone nya so he can't text.
THANK GOD FOR Y!M. =)

♥

P.S This like my 3rd short post. Haay, not really in the mood to make kwento all the happenings. But I'm HAPPY. =) There's no doubt about that. ;)

Bliss, euphoria, whatever!part 2 =)

2007-06-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

Don't you just love Sundays? =)
I do.
Saw him again.

♥

The reason?

2007-06-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

I'm home! =) I went to Manila nung Monday pa, ngayon lang ako nakauwe.

Nagshopping kame (me, Papa and Tita Belle) sa GH for some dorm stuff. Excited? HAHAHA. =)) Ayun. Basta puro pasyal lang.. We watched Mr. Bean's Holiday and Ocean's 13. =) Brad Pitt is so hott i ♥ him talaga. =D Hahaha.. Then kanina, pumunta kameng UPLB. Nagcampus tour ako ng solo lol. Tinour ako ni Tita Belle. =)

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About dun sa post ko nung Sunday.. It is still HIM. See the "Click" sa sidebar. Haha! =) I'm just so happy I saw him that day. =) I'm happy that his parents or rather his whole family were happy to see me. =)

People tell me to forget him blah blah, I just can't. Di naman sa ayaw ko pero lam mo yun? Ang dali para sabihin nila yun. Pero kung sila kaya sa posisyon ko? Di kasi nila naiintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. Pero alam kong may pagkastupid na. YEA. =(

I can still love him right? Di na ko nag-eexpect ng kahit na ano. I can't hate him naman. Ganun na lang. Wala naman akong magagawa. Alam ko, kung di talaga kame, the feeling will just fade. Mawawala. Tapos diba? Pag pinipilit kasi mas di nagagawa eh. Ayoko ng pressured.

Nwei, STUDIES FIRST naman ako ngayong college. May goal na ko. Haha!

Yun lang.

P.S. Sorry kung super weird ng post ko. Na-miss ko lang blog ko! =D

Bliss, euphoria, whatever! =)

2007-06-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

You know I can't smile without you.. =)

Oh yea, I am so happy. =) Very happy!
Why?
I saw him.
Yea, still him.
♥

Selos 101.

2007-06-01T11:48:00.000+08:00

I was watching SIS kanina on Ch.7 and sobrang nakakaaliw yung topic nila. I don't really watch the show, kaya siguro natuwa talaga ako sa pag-uusapan. It's all about SELOS 101. =)) I must admit, selosa ako. I can say na nasa lugar, and my partner can say na wala. Diba? Kasi ako yung nakakaramdam nun. And if alam kong may threat samin, well yun na. Sabi nila pag nagseselos ka, natatakot ka. I think that's true. Kasi all I want is assurance. Di kasi ako madala sa salita lang eh. Di ko naman sinasabi na he's not assuring me in ways pero lam mo yun? May mga kire lang talaga sa paligid.. Oops! That totally slipped. =p

Nwei, there's this game kanina. Yung mga hosts, magsasabi sila ng mga situations then yung mga guests pipili sila kung SELOS or DEADMA LANG. And here's the first question. Sobrang tinamaan lang ako. =p

Paano kung mas nagsasabi ng problema ang boyfriend/girlfriend mo sa bestfriend nya na nasa opposite sex? Kasi may mga bagay na pwede o di pwedeng sabihin sayo?

Syempre kung ako, SELOS na yun. BUT si Mr. Karinyoso, I think he's a love expert or something said na dapat di pagselosan. Cos diba bestfriend yun. And mas mahaba yung pinagsamahan nila as bestfriends. Dapat daw iniintidi yun.

Eh paano kung naging bestfriends sila while you guys were together? Diba? I mean that would be a different story cos that was my situation. Bittersweet memories? HAHAHA. =))

I think super wrong timing yung panonood ko cos we're having a mini reunion today. =p

It's been.. what?

2007-05-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

Di ako nakapag-update kasi there's nothing to update naman. =p Haha! I've been living normally. Normal=boring. So there. Nwei, went to Manila nung Thursday, kakauwe ko lang ngayon. =) YEY.

Thursday, hinatid namin si Ate Wiwi sa airport. =( Yea, the whole scenario is depressing. Goodbyes suck talaga. Pero she had to leave para din naman sa future nya kasi she's going to study there. Hmm, kame lang ata ang nag-iyakan sa airport. Weird. But di rin. Normal namang umiyak eh, diba? Haha. =D

Fast forward to Saturday, nagcheck-in kame sa hotel kasi, mainit. =p Di ko na rin kaya ang hot summer kahit na medyo maulan nitong mga nakaraang araw.. Nwei nung pagpasok namin ng hotel, guess who we saw? Claudine Baretto and Raymart Santiago. Haha! Claudine's my Mama's favorite so I was kinda thrilled. Di ko pa sila nakita kagad kasi I was texting binulong lang sakin ng kapatid ko na andun sila. Lumingon na lang ako. =p May baby shower daw kasi that night na sa hotel gaganapin. =)

Chill lang sa room tas nagswimming for a few hours lang. Ate dinner then went to Galle to watch Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At The World's End. Believe it or not, it's the first P.O.T.C movie that I watched. =p Oh diba ang saya una kong napanood yung part 3? HAHAHA. =)) Laughtrip lang. Pero I'm familiar naman with the characters especially Capt. Jack Sparrow. I didn't know nga lang that he was that funny! =)) And Will Turner is love. He's sooo handsome and dreamy.. But wth, I love Johnny Depp more! =D Oh, and I have this girl-crush on Keira Knightley. She's soo hot. =) Haha!

Watch it! HAHAHA. I loved it sobra! And I'm going to watch POTC 1&2 sa dvds, I borrowed from Marie. =) YEY. I also watched Shrek 3. =) Justin Timberlake did a great job on lending his voice to Artie. =) Cool. Funny din cos of Donkey and Puss in Boots. =) Malapit ng mag June! =) College life, here I come. ;)

1 month to go..

2007-05-18T16:07:00.000+08:00

Today is May 18, 2007. (Happy birthday kay Roger ni Ate Wiwi. =p) At saktong 1 month, pasukan na! Woohoo! Hello 1st sem! =) June 18 yun malamang. =)) Haay.. Mixed emotions ang drama ko. Happy, excited, scared, nervous.. Lahat yan. Ewan ko ba.

Wish ko lang di ako mapressure. UP yon. Devcomm, di ko nga alam kung magaling ako sa kahit anong form of communication. Yung iba don siguradong "experienced". Like part sila ng school paper nung high school, nasa journ, magaling sa theme writing, nananalo sa mga essay writing contests, declamation, oration, school play.. Oh diba ang praning ko? Haha! =p

And yung sched ko.. Haay. Compared sa iba, ako na ang full. Pero sana sa 2nd sem mas libre na ko. =) YEY.

From now on, I'll be Ms. Brightside. =) I'll be an optimist. YEY. I'll really really try. HARD. =) And of course, I'll try my best makakuha lang ng uno sa 1st sem. HAHAHA. O diba taas ng goal ko? Ganun naman siguro talaga. Mataas ang goal.. And sana maabot ko. Sana lang di ako mapressure! =D

Wish me luck guys. =) And oh, baka maging madalang ang pag-a-update ko. Busy-busyhan ako sa pasukan. Woot. Kahit na may comp shop sa baba ng dorm na titirhan ko. =))

Survey! =) lol.

2007-05-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

Sinong kamukha? =D

Comment your answer. =)) HAHAHAHA.

♥♥♥

Ok so this is completely unauthorized! =p Nwei, this is Kuya Poi. And he's my crush. We both know that. =) HAHAHA. He makes me smile, recently. And that's a good thing right? I just hope he won't freak out when he sees this. I'll just text him and let him know na dinisplay ko dito photo nya. Yihee. And please, no saving! =) As if. Hahaha!

HAHA. =))

2007-05-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

I was online in YM! kanina and si Papa biglang nagbuzz. =) He saw my status message! My status message was..

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed, I've been lonely for so long..

He saw that! HAHAHA. Tas sabi ba naman sakin, "Ano yang lonely lonely na yan? I
don't want them to know that you are lonely. Tanggal mo yan bebe. Hehe." And I was like "Kanta yan Papa no!=))" it's a line kasi from the song Way back into love diba? Hahaha. =))

Awww.. =) My Papa is really a sweet father. =D

Enrollment na!! =)

2007-05-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

Kanina, nag-enroll na ko kasi for today ako naka-sched. :) Ayun. Mabilis lang. Unlike yesterday daw na sobrang tagal. Ginabi na sila Lei sa page-enroll tas di pa natapos. Natapos ko kagad yung akin. :)) Wee.. Almost 2hrs lang ang tinagal ko sa enrollment process. Yun na! :)

Naexcite akong makita sched ko. At sobrang loaded ako. Syaaaks. 11 subjects lahat-lahat gawa ng IT 1 saka Math 11. Pag Monday 7am-7pm ako. Kamusta naman yon? Awoo. Pero pag Friday 1 lang subject ko. Math 11, 11am-12pm. :) Pwede akong umuwe kagad ng Sta. Cruz! Wee.. :))

Promise kakayanin ko ang college life. :D Woot.

P.S.
Di ako makapagupdate ng ayus sorry. :) I'll make lots of kwento next time. :) Hehe..

It's like.. :))

2007-04-28T10:03:00.002+08:00

I want to share this quote to you dear online friendsss. :)) This was sent to my by Marie pero nakita nya ito sa isang Friendster blog. :) Di ko lang alam kung kanino.. Hmmm..

Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more.

It's all about being a coward right? Hmm, naranasan ko na yan. Although, ako yung super nagrisk. Nasaktan ako and ngayon, takot na akong magrisk. Ngayon, I want to be on the safe side naman. But then, parang ayoko narin. Pero in love ba, pag nasa safe side ka, and just what in the quote say, pag wala kang ni-risk, magiging masaya ka ba?

I mean, come to think of it. It is also in trying. In fighting. I fought for what I know I feel for someone, cos I know that someone feels the same for me. Ang problema lang, ako lang ang nagrisk. Hindi sya nagtry. Lumaban ako ng ako lang, walang nangyari. Malungkot.. But at least I know that I tried hard. I fought hard dun sa alam ko na akin.

Weird diba? Pero ganun talaga. :)) It's like I'm having more what if's. Kesa naman mas madame akong if only..

I feel better now. :) I watched Ang Cute Ng Ina Mo yesterday and it made my day! :)) Shopping & watching a hilarious movie is a stress remover. I'm moving on now. I'm trying to get amnesia as possible! Hahaha. lol.

Wanting LOVE makes me a spoiled kid. Wtf.

2007-04-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

Him: No it's you. You're not contented with what you have. To tell you the truth sometimes I think that you're acting like a spoiled kid. You want things you can't have.

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For everyone's FYI. Yes, I am not contented with what I have. Cos believe it or not, I grew up in a broken family. Even if I was used to it na, I am still not contented. All my life I felt so alone & unloved. Good thing I have my bestfriends who are with me all the way.. But then this guy came. He cared for me. Made me really happy but then he left me hanging. I know he loved me so much but I didn't thought that the love isn't that much.

I really got hurt by what he said. I really want to slap him and smack to his face that ALL I WANT IS LOVE. I wanted be loved. I wanted someone who will be with me for better or worse. And then he barged into my life and made me think that, "Hey! You're that someone.." And now I'm a spoiled kid in his eyes. Cos I want something I can't have. So that's love?

I can't have love? WTF.
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And guess what, I got my heart broken again. :( I knew it.. I'm just too blind to even consider that we're getting back. Together.

I sometimes wish that I'll have amnesia. Or can I be numb?

And btw, I hate insensitive + flirting bitches.

Sweet.

2007-04-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

Last week was a great week for me! I've never been sooo happy since my heart got smashed last Jan6. :) I feel sooo loved again. Not until now..

I know it's been 2 days since my sweet 16th birthday and I should be happy cos I am a post-birthday celebrant. I am happy. But not that happy. Get it? This thing just sucks lang. I don't want to feel this feeling again. I don't want to get hurt again. I don't want to feel guilty cos of whatever thing I've done. Oh gawd. I'm getting weird. :P

I just don't want to hate April18. :( Cos that's when my birthday ends.. And I don't want that feeling to end. Still, I don't know what is the real score..

And now I'm scared..

♥♥♥

My birthday last Tuesday was a blast! :) A lot of people came. I'm so happy! :)
My parents didn't show any sign, even a bit of hate. lol. Buo ang pamilya ko non pare! :)
And my classmates were there. :) I love IV-Galileo to bits! Kahit na di sila kumpleto, karamihan naman present. :)
My bestest friends were there too! :) Kahit wala si TJ angel ko and she's in the States, I can still feel her presence. Awww..
And he was there. :) Enough said..
A lot of people really made my 16th birthday very special. :D

P.S.
Thanks to my dear OL buddies who remembered & greeted me! To Shang, Alyssa, and Ate Abbie! :D Much love. :)
And to all who greeted my thru txt, friendster & YM. SALAMAAAT! :D

Over wheel and drive..

2007-04-14T18:35:00.000+08:00

I have to learn how to drive. Actually, I'd love to! :) Kasii, since magkacollege na ko and I'll be doing a lot of mature(?!) and independent stuffs, mas ayus kung may wheels. :P Luho? Naah.. On my 18th birthday kasi (which is 2years from now), wala akong balak magkaron ng enggrandeng debut. Gusto ko rin sanang magfu-meeling maging princess in this real world kaso sa panahon ngayon, ehh mahirap na. So car na lang ang gift. :) YEY.

So nwei, cool yon. :) HAHAHA. Diba diba? But I still have to learn. Gawd. Paranoid pa naman ako. Sheez. Sana lang makapagdrive ako nang ayus diba? Haha. Ehh baka sa sobrang kanerbyosan ako eh napreno ako every min. LOL. Exagge ko.

And I hope, I'll have this baby.. After 2 years! :)

It's LOVE♥ && I'm going to name my baby, Poochii :)

Nwei, speaking of college stuff, may titirhan na ko sa LB! :) Awww, it's a dorm. La lang. College life is nearing, and I'm feeling it. And I'm getting scared and nervous! LOL.

3 days to goooo && I'm 16. :)

♥

2007-04-11T15:57:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Kristina & Iza for giving me these wonderful gifts!

♥♥♥

I'll make the matino update maybe tomorrow. :)
I can't wait 'till Thursday! :)
I had fun at our swimming! :)
Oh, and grad photos are out na! Click.

Arabella.

2007-04-07T08:36:00.000+08:00

Nung mga days na school was about to end, lagi kaming nagmamountain climbing ng mga classmates ko to Nagcarlan. :) Mountain climbing is our term since mejo mabundok na ang Nagcarlan.. So nwei, we always go to Charley's place. :) Eat, talk to Chocnut the cat & watch a whole lot of DVDs! :)

And then 1 time, Charley's mom invited us (me & my classmates) to go naman to Liliw to eat. It's another town here in Laguna na mas mabundok ata. :P It's going to be my first time there so game naman kame. :) And then I saw the restaurant's name..

It's ARABELA.

♥♥♥

Ok, so I have this story. About a then couple. They were in Room 8, having their Saturday review classes, talking about random things when something popped into the girl's head! And it's something about names. Names. Names Names..

Girl: Pag son, gusto kong name Nathaniel Seth. Or kung gusto mong may Arth ok lang. :) Basta necessary na andun yung Nathan..
Boy: Hmmm, gusto ko sana Artison.
Girl: Wehh.. Sure ka? Hahaha. Parang..

Boy: Oo na, parang Edison. Wag na nga. :P (Edison is the girl's crush from YFC)
Girl: Baka naman Arthur ang gusto mo?
Boy: AYOKO! :P (codename kay boy ng may crush sa kanya na isa pang girl. :P)
Girl: Ok fine. Hmmm, eh pag girl?
Boy: Gusto ko sana yung halo ng pangalan natin..
Girl: *seriously writing something on her notebook*
Boy: May naisip ka na?
Girl: *showed what she wrote*
Boy: ARABELLA?
Girl: Yea. :) Halo naman diba? Sakto! :)
Boy: Galing talaga. :D

♥♥♥

I guess you guys know who the mystery then couple is. :)

This is some kind of tribute cos, today is their supposed-to-be 8th month. :) And I'm sure that the girl, misses the boy soooo much. I have no idea if the boy feels the same way..

Graduation ♥

2007-04-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

Graduation was FUN. :) No one cried much cos we were all so effin' tired!

Shit, there were a lot of uninvited guests. Politicians! Oooh, I hate them. Di invited, ok lang na pumunta but to have a long is speech is not good. Biruin nyo, ginawang meeting de abanse yung grad. Shit. Lalong tumagal. The ceremony lasted for 8 hours! April 3 kame natapos! Hahaha. The ceremony started around 5pm and was finished at 1am! C'mon!

Picture taking! :) HAHAHA. We left the inner court kasi sobrang dame pang sections and tatawagin and may nags-speech na mga politiko eh di naman kame boboto. :P Sa ginawa nila, mas matatalo sila. Hate them much. Rawr. Parents were pissed off too. Bahala sila sa election. :P

We had a talk. La lang. :) Masaya naman ako kahit pano.. I had a lot of photos taken with my classmates! But not all. Most of them naman. :) Awwww..

4 pa lang yan. Hahaha! I'll upload soon in my multiply. :)

And this one, I hope. Is not OUR last. ♥

Farewell?

2007-03-31T07:13:00.000+08:00

2 more days! Awww, at this moment I don't want to graduate. :(

Last night I realized that I'll be missing sooo many people. Ang active ng IV-Galileo kagabi, lahat unli! HAHAHA. And since graduation is just a couple of days away, dramahan to the max na. I got teary-eyed while texting some of my classmates cos I'm pretty sure that I'm going to miss them sooo much. :( I don't want to leave! We don't want to leave! But we have to. And that's the sad part. :(

Oh, and I was chatting with him last night. Nagulat ako kasi nag-online sya sa YM and nagbuzz sya. And I thought he was avoiding me these past few days for I-don't-know-reason. I got mad pa at him kasi nga, grad na and he's acting that way pa..

And I was crying. While reading his messages.

No, I didn't get hurt. I was very happy and sad at the same time. He worked hard for that relationship to start. We worked for the relationship to stay. And I worked for hard for it not to end. :( We didn't work things out.. And that's effin' sad. I love him. I still love him. And akala nya happy na ko with someone else. Happy ako cos I prefer to look beyond the pain, and the imperfections. Pero I made it clear na sa kanya na sya pa rin. And as usual, ayaw nyang marinig yon. I dunno..

To all graduates, Congratulations! :)

♥ Soo..

2007-03-26T17:34:00.000+08:00

Haven't updated for a while! :) Wala rin kasi akong kwento eh. Haha! Kaya di rin ako nagbablog. But I the blog hopping is still on going. :) I love visiting your blogs dear online buddies! ♥

To all who will graduate, and graduated already cos the sched of their graduation day is way early, Congratulations to us! :) YEA!

Updates? Hmmm..

Kanina was our 1st graduation practice. Wala dapat akong balak pumasok but we have to daw. :P Ayun. Saka to spend time na rin with my classmates. :) Parang ang tagal naming di nagkita! Chika to the max talaga kanina. Love it! ♥ We practiced the songs over & over.. Especially Through the Years. :) I'm already imagining kung anong magiging itsura namin while singing that song on our grad day. I bet it's with tears, holding hands & hugs! Awww..

One week to go! Yes, next week, April 2 is our Graduation day. I'm feeling mixed emotions. I feel sad, excited, relieved, happy, and whatever. :) It's fun feeling this. HAHAHA. Oh God I'm getting weird no? :)

I have a crush! :) And he looks like Yael in my opinion. He's really nice and I really crush him. lol. Sana lang di nya mabasa ito. KAHIYAAAA. :P

So I think that's it. :)

Missed you all dear online buddies! Mwuah! ♥

Through the years..

2007-03-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

I went to school kanina cos susukatan daw kame for the toga. :) Naks! Graduation na talaga. Aywan ba.. Nakakalungkot. I know I'm going to miss my crazy classmates soooo much. I just don't want to leave high school yet. But I have to right? It's just that.. It sucks. ♥

So kung may sukatan ng toga, may practice ng grad song! We practiced Lupang Hinirang, Laguna Beloved, Farewell song (high school days are happy days together!! :D) and Through the Years, the official theme song of our graduation day. Mushy no? Haha. Dapat nga Hawak Kamay eh. :P Oh well, Through the Years is cool na rin. :)

Magkatabi kami ni Bogs kanina while practicing the song. Napakapit pa ko sa arm nya. :P LOL. Ang baduy ko talaga kahit kelan. And kahit na sobrang antok ako kanina, I got teary eyed. Pinipigilan ko lang sarili ko. :P The song is too sad.. Parang ang lapit na talaga ng grad. Parang kelan lang, 1styr lang kame. Tatanga tanga pa. :P HAHAHA. Ngayon, aalis na kame ng high school. Off to the world of college life! Time flies so fast talaga.. Kaya kahit na sobrang nakakatamad nang pumasok, eh go pa rin ako sa school. :)

Natamaan lang ako sa line na ito kanina.. :P

Through the years

I never had a doubt

We'd always work things out

I've learned what love's about

By loving you..

Nakakalungkot lang na we didn't work things out. :( Yun lang. But I really never had a doubt. I still love him. I just can't find the time now to let go.. Or maybe I am letting go now? But the love is still here in me for him. I KNOW.

My classmates are all like brothers and sisters to me. In less than 2 weeks, we'll be going on our seperate ways but I know in my heart that they'll always be with me. :) Awww..

Yet.. :)

2007-03-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

Ang tagal ko nang di um-update! HAHAHA. :P Sa totoo lang, kakauwi ko lang. Galing akong camp eh. Simula Friday.. Mukha akong..

PAGOD. :P

Pero nakuha ko munang picturan ang sarili ko kahit na pagod na ako. HAHAHA. Weird ko no? La lang. Masaya eh. :)

Yes, my dear online buddies! You read that right. MASAYA. :) Haven't used that word for a looong time now. Ewan ko nga ba. Siguro kasi malapit na graduation and I realized na I have to spend the time with my classmates without hate, bitterness and oh-so-whatever-crap. :P

I hate feeling crappy and I love feeling happy. ♥

The camp was so much fun! Teamlead kami ni Alvin and yun na yung last camp namin na HS based. Kasi nga next year eh college na kami. Boo. Andame lang naming natouch so sobrang fulfilled. :) I love it. Namiss ko rin mga bros and sis ko sa YFC. :) Lalalala..

♥♥♥

May sinabihan ako na babatiin ko siya dito kaya ito na..

HI KUYA PIPOY! :) Ano? Yan ha. Soshal ka.. Este sikat pala! Nabati ka dito. :)

Hugs,

Tuliro!!

2007-03-13T21:18:00.001+08:00

"Anong nadarama ngayon at nandirito ka saking tabi? TULIROO!! Di malaman ang gagawin at walang sinuman ang makapipigil sa akin. At wala nang ibang makapagbabago ng aking isip.. SAYO!!"

For the first time, napanood ko nang buo ang Tuliro vid ng SpongeCola. And I've been singing it the whole day! I swear. I was like this quiet and then bigla akong mapapasigaw ng TULIRO! Tas diretso na yon. Buong kanta na. :P Hahaha!

Oh guys, I know what you're thinking. NO. I'm not feeling "tuliro" for someone. Haha. No way! I'm still not getting over things and I think I'm not ready yet. I just feel that, every guy now is so not sincere. :P Oops.. I'm not trying to generalize guys. But somehow, ang hirap nang maniwala. I know what's bola and the truth so I think no one can fool me. :) HAHAHA. Been there. But I'm not saying that my ex is bolero. He is not. :) To others siguro.. Haha.

Yon! Lapit na grad. :( Waa. Now I'm getting scared.. & excited! But SCARED. Brrr..

Mates?

2007-03-11T03:20:00.000+08:00

Graduation is going to happen a few weeks from now and I can't help but feel excited. Yes, excited. I want to leave high school. Room 8.

It's not that I don't like my classmates. I love them soo much and I'll cherish, remember and treasure the memories we've shared for the rest of my life. I'll never forget the friendship and the bond. They're like my 2nd family.

BUT now, there's this thing in my heart na parang I don't want to go to school anymore. Sometimes, I want to be alone. Cos I don't feel safe. Safe from all the pain and hurt. I just hate it. Cos some people are so ~~fucking~~ insensitive. It's like everyday, I cry. I get hurt. And get deeply hurt. Sometimes I don't want to spend time with some of them. A lot of times I don't want to see some of them. It just sucks. (some means NOT ALL. Just reminding)

I know, they're my friends. And I repeat, I love them. But then again, I DON'T FEEL SAFE. :( And I'd rather be alone than.. You know. I'm weird huh? I think I am.

I just want to be happy.

And I'm ~~not~~ finding it in Room 8 anymore.

♥

2007-03-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

You know what guys?

Online buddies are the best thing in the cyberworld. ♥

I know I've been really sad and shitty and crappy these past few days cos I can't help feeling it. Honestly, my day didn't turn out good. I was tulala kanina thinking about things. :P Yea, the stupid ones. HAHAHA. :P So nwei, I visited my blog and checked anything. I saw the comments and I was like WHOA. These people really care for me. :)

I'm just so happy that eventhough you just happened to drop by my blog and read my posts makes you to know me better. :)

Thanks for all the support and advices. :) I'm not promising that my posts will be back to normal (as in jolly-o!) but I'll try my best. But if I have problems, I'll post it here na rin. Outlet ko ito eh. ;)

I love you all dear online buddies! :)

You Got Me ;)

2007-03-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

"Mahal kita Moe.. Kahit yon lang sana paniwalaan mo.." - Kevin played by Sam Milby

"Minsan Kevin, kapos pa rin ang mahal kita lang.." - Moe played by Toni Gonzaga

I got sooo kilig kanina while watching You Got Me. :) It's like, me. Scared. Someone who is scared to fall in love, and then I did. I already had the courage to fall. At first, I know that someone would really catch me. I KNOW. I believed that someone would catch me.. But he's gone. Now, I'm more scared! MORE..

And now, I don't know if I should believe in love again. If there's still someone like Kevin out there. Someone like him, which is impossible cos he's just a fictional character. Just a movie role. I fell in love with Sam Milby's character. :) He's torpe but basta! Watch it. I also love Zanjoe Marudo's character. Caloy. He's makulet sobra and very irritating but very sweet in his own way. :)

It's hard. Still.. I suck at moving on! SOBRA. I'm not good at it. Cos I keep on falling and falling.. Can't help being stupid sorry. :(

Someone slap me hard!!

*picture got from High Denzity

Rain, rain..

2007-03-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

It rained kanina. I missed the rain. These past few days kasi kung hindi sobrang init (kasi magsa-summer na!) eh sobrang lamig naman. Sooo kanina lang ata umulan. I dunno.. Pero feeling ko nakikisakay ang weather sakin.

I was with him. Them.. I was thinking a lot of things. Thoughts, running and playing in my mind. I wanted to be alone that time. I wanted to get out of there and walk and walk.. In the rain. And so I did! I bid them goodbye and started walking.

Without turning back..

So I guess I made them really worried kasi nga umuulan tas mag-isa lang ako. But that's what I need nung time na yon. That's what I need now.. It sucks being in love. Being in love with the person I thought who loves me that much. The person I thought who won't give up. The person I thought who won't let go..

But then again, my thoughts are wrong. I made a mistake by believing it. Believing every promise. Every word.. And he told me to believe him. And I did. I believed and believed. Nothing happened.. But I kept on believing.

Can I give up now?

Honestly, I don't even know how to start.

♥♥♥

Uhhh..

2007-03-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm soo pissed off now! GAWD. Diba photos are supposed to be memories of something? Of someone? It's bad na nga to steal and copy photos eh. Tas someone will change it!

A girl named Kim did this. I think she's proud of her artwork and he loves my brother very much. I saw this in Friendster. I know her personally. She's a freshman student in our school. And I was like shit nung nakita ko yung photo.

Original, photo taken 2 years(?) ago.

And her masterpiece. May caption pang "pogi no?".

And to think it's the first photo of my brother in his Friendster account. Isipin nyo nang nagooverreact ako. But I think it's very not polite. Nasan ang respeto dyan. ~~Tangina~~.

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New layout. :) Princess Hours inspired. Love it!
Thanks to Ate Kat! :) Love you! :*

Yun yon eh. ♥

2007-02-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

Ito ang nagpapasaya sakin. Although minsan ko lang maabutan every night kasi sobrang late na sya. Di na kaya ng mata ko ang sobrang pagpupuyat. :P Haha! Ang gaganda pati ng mga sinasabi nila.. Actually ni Prince Troy at Prince Gian.

Sino mas love mo sa kanilang dalawa? ♥

May mga unforgettable quotes pa yan. Weh..

"Hindi ko hiniling na mahalin mo ako. Kung itutulak mo ako palayo, mas masakit yon. Ibalik natin yung dati. Malay mo, magustuhan mo rin ako."

- Prince Troy

"Minsan gusto na kitang pakawalan. Pero minsan gusto kong makasama ka. Kaya hangga't di ko pa alam kung anong gusto ko, subukan natin.. Ang magkasama habang buhay."

- Prince Gian

Mas mahal ko si Prince Gian. Kahit suplado sya. :) Wahaha.. Love it! ♥

Prom.

2007-02-18T11:16:00.000+08:00

Had the BEST & WORST prom.

other photos in my Multiply. &hearts;

A very looonnngg time..

2007-02-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

It's been a week. AGAIN! Gah. I hate it. Alam ko di dapat ako maging bitter ngayon since yesterday was Valentine's day. I didn't get any greetings for him personally. I mean, maghapon kameng magkasama sa school. Paconsuelo lang my God! He texted me around 930pm and greeted me. But I was already asleep that time! He's so ARGHH.

Sobrang tagal na but I can't still get over it. I am so stupid. Sucker for love. And I'm beginning to hate it! See here, I don't want to look stupid but I can't help looking stupid! ACK!

And then he told me that he will still be always here for me. ALWAYS. I can't feel that now dude. It is soo lame. I hate it. Sobra.

I wan't this to be OVER. I want to graduate so I won't be able to see you. But then again, we'll be in the same university!! Ang flirt mo and I can't help but get jealous! I know you're really close with girls but how could you be so fucking insensitive? Bakit ba napakadali para sayo nitong lahat? And then you're going to tell me now that you just wanted me to be happy that's why we can't be together cos you don't want me to suffer. It's bullshit you know. I told you kakayanin ko. Marunong ka pa sakin and dear I can decide for myself. Ngayon concerned ka sa feelings ko pero you're still breaking my heart and you fucking know it!
-ok so that was long.

Prom tomorrow!

:(

2007-02-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

Some people will come into your life. Will love & take care of you. They will utter a lot of words that will make your heart melt. And when finally they already became a part of you, they would just leave and say GOODBYE. And that sucks. ;(

- me. 021107

I just thought of that quote while chatting with someone. It is my ym status message and my shoutout in Friendster. I can't help but get hurt. And then I would fall again, and would get hurt again. :( Saying goodbye is really the most difficult thing for me. I hate goodbyes.

He said something. I know he actually meant it. It was like a promise, a vow. Yun yung pinanghawakan ko. And then I asked him bakit nya sinabi yun before when in the end he'll just let me go? He answered me. And it really broke my heart. :(

"Mistakes, I was too confident then.."

Hello. ♥

2007-02-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! :) I'm back. And yon nga. I'm back. :P Hehe. Labo..

Been very busy.
Very sad.
Very ~~happy~~.
Very crappy.
Very depressed.
Very annoyed.
Blah blah blah..

Ang week na ito ay kakaiba. Um, yesterday was our supposed-to-be 6th month and it sucks to admit that I actually hoped for something. I mean, that he would talk to me and patch things up. Na super impossible for such an insensitive person! Yes, I am calling him insensitive.

So nwei, I cried and cried and cried since I went to a funeral, and because my Mama is having some problems. Ayokong nakikitang nalulungkot Mama ko. :( Yon nga. And then nung nasa school na ulit ako, I cried some more since it's the supposed-to-be 6th month nga and he looks really happy, parang walang paki. Eh paga na mata ko non. Hahaha! :P Tas nung MAPEH na, ang kaboom naman ng topic namin. We're going to practice this song..

High school days are happy days together..

Ayon. So naiyak na naman ako kasi sobrang lapit na mag-March and sobrang lapit na ng grad. Wala ba syang gagawin?

WALA KA BANG GAGAWIN?!

Sucker. ♥

BAD me :(

2007-02-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

Ewan ko ba kung anong meron ang week na ito. Malungkot na naman ako and I ~~cried~~ yesterday. AGAIN! Haay. :( Ewan ba.. Pano ba ko titigil? Ayan tuloy. Bumabaduy ako lalo.

Since masama ang pakiramdam ko, sumusobra na ang sipon ko at sobrang ang lalamunan ko ay pumuputok na. In short, cough with phlegm. Badtrip. Di na ko makahinga. Plus! There are things that are said and done na sobrang ...... :'( So ayon. I'm in such a foul mood. Umiinit ulo ko. Masungit.

Feeling ko ang bad ko! Weird no? Parang nagiguilty kasi ako sa mga bad na nagawa ko. Mejo napapadalas na rin ang pagsasabi ko ng certain bad word. REALLY bad word! Huhu. :( And I hate myself for being bad. :(

Is it necessary to be nice to everyone?

Guilty talaga ako. I prayed to God na sana I can surpass everything. Without the foul mood factor. Ang dame ko na kasing nasungitan. Mostly juniors. :P Nababadtrip kasi ako.. Ayon. Ehh kasi parang ang bad ko talaga!

SORRY. :( I've been really bad.
Cos I'm hurt. I can't help it to be masungit.
I'll try my best na to be nicer. At least..

Unfair.

2007-01-28T10:08:00.001+08:00

Warning: long, crappy, sarcastic post ahead.

Di ko pa nalalagay ito sa blog ko but this issue is really getting on my nerves. Again. I am ignoring it, I have ignored it at ngayon nauungkat ulit. What do you want ba?

See here dear blogger friends, I have nothing against boyfriends having their girl bestfriends. Basta alam yung limits. I mean, oo. Best friends. Nauna sa girlfriend. Mas madameng secrets na naishare don. Especially if they were best friends since birth. Parang decades na silang close and they know everything about each other. And that's fine with me. Kaya naiintindihan ko yung character ni Jolina sa Labs Ko si Babe kasi diba she fell in love with Marvin's character na bestfriend nya. Do I make sense to you?

Ang kinaiinis ko lang ay yung boyfriend ko, or rather ex-boyfriend ay nagkaroon ng girl bestfriend ng kami na. January 1, 2007. Malinaw naman na nauna ako since Aug 7, 2006 kame and me and Bogs were classmates and friends since our freshman year in HS. Worse part is, pinagseselosan ko yung girl na naging bestfriend nya. And fuck, she knows everything! Yung mga bagay na hindi sakin sinasabi ng boyfriend ko pag may problema kame, sa kanya sinasabi.

At nalaman ko lang na bestfriends sila nung night na nagbreak kame ni Bogs. How heartbreaking is that?

Shit. Parang nawalan ako ng silbi. I mean, why have a girl bestfriend when you already have me? A GIRL bestfriend na pinagseselosan ko before pa. And he knows it. THEY BOTH KNOW IT. At wala akong alam. Wala akong idea. WALA. Tangina. I feel like crying again. I mean, kuhanan ba ako ng problema? YON LANG? And then find someone. Yung girl best friend mo to comfort you?

Di naman ako maghuhugas ng kamay. I also have my bestfriend. Udilean Gatapia and we were best friends since 1st yr of HS. Understandable dude. I tell her my problem lang after kong sabihin kay Bogs kung anong problem ko sa kanya. Eh sa side nila? Una pa bestfriend. Ang masaklap pa don, sa kanya lang sinasabi. And HINDI na sa akin.

It is my boyfriend's fault. Pero pumayag sya. ALAM NYA NA MASASAKTAN AKO KASI PINAGSESELOSAN KO SYA. I just don't like the way she makes me feel I'm useless. Walang silbing girlfriend.

And now you girl bestfriend is accusing me of being unfair? Oo unfair nga ako sayo I don't care. After all naging unfair ka din sakin. I know you just wanted to help. But no. It turned out na sumawsaw ka and dumagdag ka sa sama ng loob ko. Ang kapal ng mukha mo na ipamukha sakin na alam mo lahat! At ako walang alam? ANO YON? And then I'm unfair. Bakit mo kinukumpera sarili mo kay Bogs? Boyfriend ba kita? Hindi diba. Sya mahal ko. Mahal na mahal. Kaya kahit nasaktan nya ako nakukuha ko syang kausapin. Anong gusto mong gawin ko sayo? Yakapin with open arms? Alam mong sinaktan mo ko. Minsan lang ako magalit. And foul yung ginawa mo. Alam mo pang pinagseselosan kita eh leche bat ka pa pumayag? Udu ka pala eh. O ano unfair ako? So be it. Mabubuhay ako ng wala ka.

I just want to clear na hindi sya dahilan ng break-up namin. Dumagdag LANG sa sama ng loob ko. After kong magmukhang tanga, mawalan ng pride and all, MATAGAL na pala akong pinagmumukhang TANGA. I know kakitiran ng utak but I feel really down now.. I forgive easily pero mahirap akong makalimot. She caused a lot of tears dear. Pakiramdam ko wala lang ako.

And the way she text me "eh kasi bez friends kame" Wtf is that? Ok. So girlfriend lang ako.

Oh, ex-girlfriend. ♥

Nwei, I know some of you won't understand.. Iba itong nararamdaman ko. And it is painful. Hanggang ngayon. I just want to let it out. Time can heal. I hope. And please do bear with me. I JUST WANT TO LET IT OUT. To make me feel better. Thanks. ♥

Haaaay! :)

2007-01-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

Sa totoo lang di ako nagpopost hangga't walang nagcocomment sa last post ko pero di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko!

Pasado ako ng UST! :)
Both courses. Shucks. Dameng blessings all in one week.

Thank you Lord. ♥

Hmmm.. :)

2007-01-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Nasa isip ko..

Ang saya pa lang magpakaGC. Haha. Um, GC=Grade concious. Pero di naman talaga ako GC. Expression lang namin nun. Siguro feeling GC lang ako. :P Harhar. Trip lang. Sabi nila eh. Pero sa totoo lang di ako GC. Si Mon-mon yun.
Top 1 ulit akooo! :) YEY. Ang saya lang. Hahaha. All in one week. Ewan ko ba.. Ang weird. Kasi nagulat ako. Parang unexpected kaya yon! Feeling ko pa bababa ako kasi brokenhearted ako (yuck, baduy) eh di pala. Totoo pala yung sinasabi nila na..
When it rains, it pours at..
There's a rainbow always after the pours este rain pala. :)
Bakit? Kasi diba ilang linggo din akong OA sa pagkadepressed. Loka loka kasi ako. :P Tas ito ngayon. After ng sandamakmak na depression eh. TADAAAA!
Di pa rin ako makapaniwala na nakapasa ako ng UPCAT. Syaks talaga. UPCAT yon. :') Naluluha ako..
HOY. Magmomove on na ako at sana magawa ko. HAHAHA. Pang 3rd time ko na atang sinasabi sa sarili ko di ko magawa. Shit.
I need to lose weight! Kaya after kong magPC eh basta.. Katakot-takot na pagtakbo na ito.
Ayoko ng pumasok bukas. Parang tinatamad na ko. Kaso magpapakaGC ako! YEA!
Ang weird nung commercial ni Kim. Yung napkin. Kasi diba, maiisip mo bang makipaghabulan sa jeep. Nang meron ka mang monthly period o wala. Tas makukuha mo pa bang magpacute pagkasakay mo ng jeep? Try ko nga yon. Baka mahasa ang jumping skills ko maging gymnast ako. Nyahahaha.
Pero infairness magaling syang tumalon at magcheerleading. I like it.
Yon lang.
Good night. :)

YEA! :)

2007-01-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

Pasado ako ng UP!!! :D

Los Banos campus. :) Kamon!!!

Thank you Lord! :)

Ano?

2007-01-19T16:50:00.000+08:00

Ano ba ang laman ng isip ko ngayon?

USTET results. Gustong gusto kong pumasa ng UST. Sobra. Pag di ako nakapasa dun eh iiyak talaga ako. :( Wala pa akong school na papasukan pero sana talaga pumasa ako ng UST. May UP pa. Haaaay! Hirap. Next week na ang release ng results ng UST. BELIEVE. ♥ Woohoo! Papasa ako! Kame! :)
Prom. Ok so wala lang ito.. Gusto ko lang syang isipin. I need to lose weight! And I am losing weight. Because of crap. Hahaha. =p Nwei, kaya ko ito.
One Tree Hill. Gusto kong panoorin lahat ng episodes. From season 1. Lately lang ako nagstart maging addict. Hehe. :) Ang saya..
Chad Michael Murray and James Lafferty. Puro guys! :) Crushness. Gosh. :) Hott kasi sila pareho. La lang.. Ang saya nilang isipin! Sobraaaa! :)
UPCAT results. Gusto ko ring pumasa ng UP..
Sana Maulit Muli - Poknat and BokBok. Nakakalungkot kasi nabunggo na kagabi si Poknat ng bus. Kahit na alam ko na babalik yung oras at magiging masaya ulit si BokBok eh nakakalungkot parin. Biruin mo, namatay si Poknat. Shocker! Kaya dapat talaga pinapahalagan ng mga tao ang mga mahal nila. Yung iba kasi taken for granted. Palibhasa alam na lagi lang andyan. Eh pano kung mawala? *toktok* Wala akong pinapatamaan. =p
Maging Sino Ka Man. Ang wild ni JB. Namulat na katotohanan si Celine. Kawawa naman si Ely kasi nabugbog sya. Kawawa naman si Jackie kasi hinaharass sya ni JB, at pinagbawalan syang makipagkita kay Ely. *bow*
Princess Hours. Sana magbalik prince ko.. Este nakakainis si Monique kasi naglalandian sila ni Prince Gian sa Thailand. Kawawa naman si Princess Janelle. Buti na lang andyan si Prince Troy. BWAHAHAHA! >:)
USTET results ulit. :) Hehehehe..
KAME. Sus. May kame pa ba? O sya sya, seryoso.. Wala lang naiisip ko lang. Naiyak na naman ako nung isang araw. Badtriip naman oooooo.. Normal life. Normal life. I'll be back!
Agent X44. Yung sayaw ni Vhong Navarro dun ang kulet. :) Crush ko syaaaa!! Promise!

Teka wala na akong maisip.. To be continued..

Yea :)

2007-01-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

Happy???!!!!! EWAN KO. =p Hahaha!

Labo. Nwei, naisip ko na wala namang pupuntahan ang pagiging malungkutin ko. Sasayaw na lang ako nung sayaw ni Agent X44. Yung Igiling Mo (di ko sure kung yan nga yung title). Addict na ko dun ba! Gusto kong panoorin yon. Crush ko pati si Vhong Navarro kasi payat sya. Hehe! Ayos ba?

Wala kameng ginagawa sa school ngayon. Actually, meron. Konti. Nagrereview. Linsyak na test yan. Sagad sa hirap. Yung isang set pamatay yung Math. Yung isa naman duduguin ka sa English. Kamon! Kamusta naman ang mga brains namin? Tuyo na. =p Hehe. Ai nako. Basta! Good luck na lamang sa amin.

O sya, kwento ko na nga. Di naman ito ang dahilan kung bakit ako hyper. Pero.. Uhhh.. Basta.. Kahiya eh.. Hehe.. Kire.. ko.. =p

Nagkausap kami ni Bogs kanina. Naging daan namin yung libro ni Bob Ong na Ang Paboritong Libro ni Hudas. Alam naman nya kasing binabasa ko nangingielam! Hmp. Ayon. Sinabunutan ko. Uhh, hinigit ko lang pala yung isang hibla ng hair nya na makapal. Ayon. Nagkausap na. Nagismayl ang ~~gago~~ kong mahal.

Di pa ulit kame. Bayolente lang ako kanina pinaghahampas ko sya. Ok naman sakanya. Natutuwa pa. Aii kinikilig pala yung term. Hehe.

Yung lang. :)

Prom season naaaaaa!!!

After..

2007-01-13T19:12:00.000+08:00

I would like to ask him this question now. I know he won't be able to visit my blog. Or rather think about visiting.. I just feel that he doesn't want me in his life for now.

So who am I to you now?

Who am I? I have no idea. I don't know if I'm stil his "princess", his "momie", his "beybi", his girlfriend, his love.. Or am I just an ex? Oh God. That would be very painful.

I asked a lot of signs already. And dalawa na ang lumabas. Tie na. And maghihintay pa ko bukas.. I asked for another one so that would be my tie-breaker. Hahaha. Halata bang naasa ako? Di ko dinedeny yun.

"Kung kame talaga, kame.."

Ito sabi nya sa mga classmates ko yesterday.

Doesn't he know that without effort, destiny is totally useless?

I mean I'm giving my share of effort. How about his? It's so frustrating hoping and dreaming every night that tomorrow, everything will be back the way it used to be. We'll be together again. Happy. Without grudges and hate. Just pure love.

But then, in a snap, I'll be back in the real world.
It will sink in, once more, even deeper that it is really over. :(

Now, I want to take this oppurtunity to thank my wonderful friends. They are very supportive. :) And also my online buddies. My Mama who understood and made me laugh kanina. :) I love you all. :)

As for YOU, alam mong para sa akin di pa tapos ito. I'll try to live normally as possible. Again.. If you decide to come back, sabi mo nga everyone deserves a 2nd chance..

Over?

2007-01-10T17:44:00.000+08:00

I thought this thing is unbreakable.

Now I know there is no such thing as happy endings. ♥

I have been hurt, twice. Yung first, di masyado since I was so young then. The second one was bearable. I mean I know he loves someone else. I'm just forcing myself to him. But I can accept the fact na di talaga kami pwede. Really impossible.

I love Bogs so much. Di ko lang alam if he feels the same way until now. I don't want to go to school everyday. I have this fear of seeing him and getting hurt. It is painful and it sucks.

I would like to hate him. But I can't.
I am mad at him but, I miss him.

Am I being stupid?

Di ko lang inakala na he would give up on me. Di ko alam kung sinuko na niya ako..

Di ko mapigilan ang sarili kong maghintay.
Di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko na umasa.

Will there be another us?

I miss you.. :'(

Dumps.

2007-01-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

I must admit, di maganda ang simula ng taong ito para sa akin. Nagsimula ito noong January 2 hanggang sa ngayon.

Shucks. Bakit ba ganito? :(

Baka di ko na kayanin.. Love? Meron naman eh. Nakapagtataka nga. Siguro madameng differences. I made my move. TWICE. Siya? Wala. Mukha na naman akong tanga. Ako na naman may kasalanan. Ang nagmumukhang tanging may kasalanan. How unfair is that?

Pero gaya ng sabi ko, anjan pa rin ang pagmamahal. Di nawawala.

BELIEVE.

2nd day of the year.

2007-01-02T14:47:00.000+08:00

Ok so I don't know if this year's going to be great since I'll be graduating and going to college. I'll try hard to think positive na. YES. To be a positive thinker!!!!

Di ako pasa sa DLSU.

1 down, 3 more to go.

BELIEVE. BELIEVE. BELIEVE.

♥

2007:)

2007-01-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDSSS! :)

I just wish you all more blessings this year 2007! Yeyeye. :D Be merry people! Thanks for all the comments, tags, advices and the friendship here in the blogging world dear online buddies. Love you all! :)

xoxo

Belayshkie

♥♥♥

Happy sweet 16th birthday to my Bez, Udilean "Lei" Gatapia!

Happy sweet 16th birthday to my Bhez, Yunno Bueno "Uno" Par! :)

SUP? :)

2006-12-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

Musta mga friends? :) Still here in Manila. Uhh. Blogging. Papa's beside me. Checking mail? Or chatting with someone? I dunno. Basta di niya makita itong ginagawa ko. LOL. Hahahaha. Crazy. :P

First of all I want to thank Sis Nika and my super creative, artistic online buddy Adrian for the wonderful giftz! Thanks guys! Love you both! ;) Sorry wala akong something in return ha? Wala kasi akong talent sa ganyan eh. Ahh basta thank youuuuu!

I have to resize it para magkasya. :P (duhh, di ba nagreresize para naman talaga magkasya?) hehehe. Nwei, LOVE IT.♥

Updates,

I'm I'll be back in Laguna sa January 1.
Me and Bogs? As of now, we're not OK. Sucker diba? Nakakaasar. Tear dispenser na naman ako kanina. Shet.
May highlights na ko! HAHAHAHA. Ang kulet ko. Ok naman sya kaso masyado atang kita.. sa liwanag. Hehe. :P
January 2 pasukan namin. LECHE.
Hoy, kinakarir namin ang MMFF. We watched KKK, Enteng Kabisote 3, ZsaZsa Zaturnah, Super Noypi and Shake, Rattle and Roll 8. Gustong manood ni Papa ng Ligalig eh.

Ayun, 'till next time guys. Mamimiss nyo na naman ako. Hehehe! :) HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. :)

:) Celebrate!

2006-12-25T07:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)

Labsyu all! :) Mwuaah! :*

'Tis the season to be jolly.. Falalalalalalalalalala! :)

I'm going to miss you sooo..

2006-12-24T06:18:00.000+08:00

Last night was our last time together for this year. My prince/beybi/boyfriend is going to spend noche buena in Batangas. :( Uuwi sya ng 25 ng gabi. And I'll be leaving on the same day and time of the day too! Pupunta naman ako sa Manila and 1 week ako dun. Papa's not around kasi on Christmas Eve. Nasa plane sya ng mga oras na yun. So baliktad naman. Dun naman kame sa New Year. :)

One week kameng di magkikita ni Bogs. :( How cool is that? Haay.

He gave me his gift last night. :) He is sooo sweet. Nagulat pa ko! Haha. :)

The ring! Hahaha. :) May nakaukit na "BELAY". Sabi ko nga bakit hindi name nya ang pinalagay? Hahaha. :D

I love you sooo much! :) Kahit na away-bati tayo, ok pa rin naman diba? Mga engeng kasi tayo. Kinakarir natin na theme song ang Nakapagatataka! Haha. :) Mwuah. Mwuah. Mamimiss kita ngayong Christmas. :( Boo! I LOVE YOU SOOO♥

Last party. :)

2006-12-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

It was our last Christmas party together as HS students. :) It was FUN! Bonding to the max.

Laughtrip ang games. :D YEYEYE. Favorite ko yung dating game. Sobrang sayaaaa! Although may mga pampasira, ayus na rin. :) Lage namang may mga ganun sa parties diba?

I was shocked! Si Aljean ang nakabunot sakin. :) She gave me a small pink teddy. I named it after her, "Jaja". :) Kasi ako si Mimi! I love it.

As for me and my boyfriend, di kame nag-away! :D I love love love this season!

I love you all IV-Galileo!
You all made my life really fun, happy, and everything! Mwuah! :)

*photos in my multiply! :) For contacts only. Click.

Bezee.

2006-12-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Natapos na ang report ko sa Math, at medyo ginisa ako. Buti na lang at laging sumusuporta ang mahal kong si Bogs. :)

May bago naman akong kinakakaba ngayon. Defense na namin sa Lunes at sana di kame mareject. Pero lakas ng vibes ko. Pero I want to think positive pa rin. Napaka-nega ko kasi kung minsa. :P Hehe. Pagpray nyo kame guysss! :D

Ang saya, ang kyot ng mga kaklase kong lalaki. Badtrip si Bogs di sumama eh. Eh di sana buo ang boyband! Hahaha! :)

Bern, Ivan, Alvin, Kikoy and Jeff. :D

Ang ganda rin pala ng view sa may kotse ni Sir Villaluz. Hahaha! 3 yan eh. Ito nga lang favorite ko. :P

Haay! This is sooo stressful!!

Wala na...

2006-12-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

YEY.

A very happy 4th monthsary to us yesterday.

BOO.

Ngayon? Di ko na alam kung anong kasunod nun. Meron pa ba?

Mahal kita. Di ko alam kung bakit ako laging nasasaktan nang ganito. Marami ba kong nagawang mali sayo parang gantuhin mo ko?

:'( :'( :'(

Happy birthday Mam Federico!
- speaking of Mam Fed, may report ako sa Math next week! Shucks! Good luck to me!! Please pray for me guys. This is really serious.

Happy birthday Mama Mary! :)

???

2006-12-05T19:19:00.000+08:00

I was watching MYX Backtraxx last Saturday and puro boyband songs. I asked Meriella kanina if she knew the song "Same Old Brand New You" by A1. Tas nagsoundtrip na kame during AP class. Natandaan ko na ang song featured sa Westlife ay "Swear It Again". And the 1st lines sinked into me.

I wanna know

Whoever told you I was letting go

Of the only joy that I have ever known

Girl they're lyin'

Naisip ko lang, kung parang pinapakita niya sakin na ganyan ang nararamdaman nya. Kung sana lang, kinakanta niya sakin yang lines na yan. I love him soo much and I know he loves me too. I really don't know why I'm thinking this way.

Am I being too sensitive? Too moody?

Or nagbabago lang talaga sya?

I'm still holding on. And still fighting.

Gimikz. :P

2006-12-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

We (me and my bro) went to Manila last Thursday night. Papa fetched us here in Laguna kahit na may balitang may bagyo and signal no.2 nga dito. Hehe! :) Since late na nun, dumiretso na lang kame sa bahay at natulog. Zzzzz..

The next day, we went to the mall (Galle) to watch some movies.. Movietrip itoo! Haha! :) Miss ko na rin yun. Tagal nang di nakakanood ng movie sa Galle. Nwei, we watched Pitong Dalagita first. It was .... My brother's the one who wanted to watch it!! Tas dahil sa ... we decided to watch Happy Feet right after.

Imagine, ako lang ata umiiyak sa movie house nun. I was on "crying stage" that time at ewan ko ba bakit human tear dispenser ako nun. Badtrip kasi. So yun. Tas we bought new bags kasi wala lang. Ang cute nung nakita ko sa Nike eh. Tas si Judd din may nagustuhan. :P Then we went home na. Nagpahinga kasi gigimik kame after. ;)

Nagpunta kame sa Zirkoh Greenhills to watch Gladys Guevarra's (a.k.a Chuchay) show. Ang sayaaaaa! Laughtrip sobraa! :D Tas andun pa si.. si.. si.. Dennis Trillo♥! *faints* I crush him so much and he is sooo hott! Lalalalove!

Fast forward na sa Saturday afternoon since we were soo tired hapon na kame ulit nakalabas. We watched Casino Royale at GH. Good film. :) It's the first James Bond movie that I saw! Haha. Then we went to Eastwood to meet up with my ninangs. :) May get-together kasi yung college friends ng parents ko so yun. Napasama kame ni Judd. We first went at Twist and then lumipat kame sa Jack's Loft for some sweetssss. :P La lang. Chill lang din. At pucha, nasyak ako kung sino nakita ko!

Jay of Kamikazee! :D

He was such a great guy! Ang baaaeeeeetttt! :) Hands down. Mahal na mahal ko ang Kamikazee! Woohoo! :D

Just came home today. Nagblog muna. :P Harhar. Babay!

Missed me?

2006-11-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

" magaling silang sirain ang araw ko! pero may mga mas maraming taong magaling pagandahin ang lahat :) " - YM status msg

Labo. :P English yung title ko tas opening ko Tagalog! Oh well, ganun talaga. Minsan kelangan din magulo ka. Toinks! My morning sucked. I hated it. I only loved the fact that I woke up, still breathing. And that my loved ones are still a-ok.

Some people did a great job at ruining it.

Di nila ako kilala. Kahit na ganun ang papel nila wag silang masyadong pasalita na kala nila alam nila lahat. Naiinis ako. Ayoko ng pinepressure ako. Ayoko ng kinukumpera ako sa ibang tao.

I understand the other one but I can't stop thinking na what he/she did was wrong for me. It was painful. I was holding my tears back when he/she said that. Di nila alam na it is fucking frustrating for me.

And the situation that we're in. That we're not ok. Di ko lam kung cool off ba ito or ano but more or less, we'll not talk for 4 days.

♥♥♥

My superfriend Arn never fails to make me happy. I love you!! :) Also my dearie classmates and friends! Mwuaaaah!

We went to Sheila's place kanina. Ang saya! Nagulat kame sa phone ng kuya ni Sheila kasi it's the n93! Hahaha! :D Dream phone ni Arn! Syaaaks, natulala!

Superfriends with the super phone! :P harhar!

Happy birthday! :) // Tired.

2006-11-26T10:27:00.000+08:00

Hello people! :)

I know it is now late to greet someone but who cares? I'm the one doing the greeting anyway. :P

Happy birthday Mama! :) [Nov.25] Your the best mother ever and I love you sooo much! Thank you for taking care of me, and my brothers because I know we're all makulit. :P Haha! Sorry for the times I'm being a brat and being masungit. Mana lang ako sayo. ;) Hahaha! Mwuaaah!

♥♥♥

Sobrang nakakapagod kahapon! Rawr. We went first to Tagaytay. Dun sa church where the pink sisters are. Basta sobrang solemn dun and very peaceful. :) Gandaaaaa! And then we ate at Antonio's Grill and at that moment I'm not feeling well. :P Haha! Tas I had my first 3G call experience! AMAZING! :) Papa called kasi.. And then we went to ATC and we shopped, shopped, shopped! :)

I had my phone G-masked! :) Ate Abbie's right, mas cute sya ngayon. :) White/silver kasi color ng phone ko sooo yun. It's so not me. :P Haha! Here..

It's orange, black, gray, and a bit of white with swirls and stars! Haha. :)

Look at my brother, he's the cutest! :) Takot na takot kay Santa Claus kahapon sa Rustan's. :P Hahaha! We took a lot of pics together but I decided to post this one..

Cuuuuuuttttteeeeee! ♥

Good luck to my prince, Bogs and Alvin! They'll be taking the USTET today. :)

Hale! :) // HP movie 5

2006-11-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

I watched MYX Live last night. Muntik ko pang makalimutan na andun ang Hale eh balak ko sana matutulog ako nang maaga because I told Bogs na I'll sleep early nga. Kasi si sermon yun eh. Lagi daw akong puyat. :P Palibhasa he loves to sleep early. Kaya ganun sya katangkad eh. Nyahaha. His height is 6'3". o_O

Aii, happy birthday kay Yael! (Nov.22) Parang close? Haha. :P

Nwei, so ayun. Napanood ko kagabi. Huwaw, asensado na talaga sila. :) Haler talaga ako forever and ever! Kahit na di masyadong type ng boyfriend ko ang Hale kasi selos lang sya. :P PEACE. :) Syempre di ko naman sya ipagpapalit dun. It's just that, Hale made my yr 2005 special and really memorable. They and their music are the ones who made my 2005 not so heartbreaking. Lessened the tears and nagparami ng laughter! I love them! ♥

I miss seeing them perform live. It's been months since I last saw them. And almost a year na rin since I last talked to them. Yes, yung mga moments na todo fumafans ako! Hahaha! :) Kaloka. But I can say na maswerte ako kahit pano may moment naman ako. ;) Ika nga, praise fate! Dun ko naexperience na pumila during mall shows and nahasa talaga ako ang powers ko sa pakikipagsiksikan. ;) lol.

I miss them sooo much! Boohoo.

♥♥♥

Di na ko makapaghintay sa Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix movie! Syeeeettt! Nagsearch ako sa Yahoo! and look what I found..

Daniel Radcliffe as Harry Potter and Katie Leung as Cho Chang in Warner Bros. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - 2007

Napakaaaasaaaaaakiiiiiiiiitttttt!!!! Haay. Nasyak ako ah. Pero expected na rin. O sya, pagbibigyan ko na. :P Haha. lol. Syempre joke lang yun ha! I can't wait! :D

Goodbye.

2006-11-21T19:46:00.000+08:00

Saying goodbye is hard. It means that we're going to face the tomorrow knowing that person is not there anymore. Not there to share stories, meals with. Not there to walk with.

Physically, yes. But the memories will never fade. Anjan pa rin yan kahit anong mangyari.

The love will stay. With us. With you. FOREVER. No one can take that away from someone.

♥♥♥

Di kame pumasok kanina. The whole class of IV-Galileo. Nakiramay kame kay Sheila at sa buong family nya. I was holding my tears back kanina. The day was so sad and depressing. Lonely. But we were there for Sheila. We're here to love her and help her to cheer up and smile at times.

GOD is still there. Have faith. ♥

So again dear friends, wag nyong tatapusin ang isang araw na hindi nyo sinasabihan ang parents nyo, sibs and other family members that are dear to you, friends, loved ones I love you. Show them how much you care, show them how much they mean to you.

Shalala :D

2006-11-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! :) I'm back! With a better point of view in love and life, and a better heart na rin. :) I'm feeling really great today. And no one can spoil it. NO ONE my dear online buddies. YESS!

We talked things over na. Actually, we just smiled at each other and that's it! No more pain. lol. Weird no? Isang ngiti lang, ayus na. And to think I was singing "On Bended Knee" yesterday! Hahaha.

"Can we go back to the days our love was strong?"

Dude, status message ko yan sa YM at nabasa nya! Nakakahiya! :P Hahaha. Oh well. That's it! We're a-ok now. I love it! :) It's nice to be this happy again. I love the feeling! Nakalimutan ko na kasi, because ~~hell week~~ ng relationship namin that week. :P

I want you all to meet Bobby. :) Haha. Ito yung teddy bear na gift nya sakin nung 3rd monthsary namin. It's big. And cute. :P Pumunta sya sa Calamba para lang bilhin ito. Imagine the effort! We live in Sta. Cruz tas pumunta pa ng Calamba. Malayo yun ha. :P Ilang bayan din yun! Haha.

We're going back. I know. We'll try not to fight anymore. Actually, we were talking about that kanina. Tas napapunta dun sa mga dapat ilessen. Leche, nakalimutan ko na yung mga negative things! Haha. Sabi ko

"Huh? Nakalimutan ko. Pag magkabati tayo, di ko na iniisip yun."

sabi nya..

"Ako rin! Haha."

Ang labo. :P Ayun. Masaya naman. Napakasayaaaa! :D Tama si Adrian, nagpapatibay ito ng relationship. Pero lahat ng sobra ay masama. Madame ding nagsasabi!

Babay. ♥

Trying. :)

2006-11-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

I'm letting go of all the bitterness and depression that's into my heart, mind and soul right now. Kasi ang tagal kong hindi nagupdate tas I'll be posting an entry na megaoversuperas-in sa pagkasenti diba? Haha. :) Oh well well..

I started my week alright. Except nga lang may bad news. My classmate/girlfriend Sheila, her dad died. Ang lungkot. Simula Tuesday hanggang ngayon, lagi akong nagpupunta sa house nila Syempre to check up on her. Sobrang unexpected nung nangyari for her. So lesson learned, hanggang buhay ang parents natin, ipakita natin na love natin sila. And that we're grateful that we have them. Even our friends, loved ones. Kasi diba di naman natin alam what will happen? Yun. Condolensces sa family ni Sheila..

You know what people? I'm sooo lucky I have wonderful friendss! :) I love them sooo much! :D

I love my girlfriends Eight, Renz, Sheila, Nix, Angela, Tweety, Aljean, Kariz, Betel.

I love my seatmates Shereen and Karla. My classmates! IV-Galileo! :D Special mention to Linell, Roma, Reg, Meriella for cheering me up! YEY. :)

I love my boy buds to bits! :) They never fail to make me smile. :D Yess! Kiks, Ivan, Franz! Esp to Mon2, Alvin, Jeff, JP and Arn! :) Thanks for all the care and concern! ;)

And I love my bestfriends Lei, Carly and TJ. :) Si TJ angel ko, kahit na nasa States, anjan pa rin talaga. ;) MWUAAAAH!!

Of course, I love my boyfriend, my prince. Bogs. :) Kahit na madameng awayan, misunderstanding at kung anu-anong kachorvahan nangyayari sa relationship namin ngayon, I STILL LOVE YOU. Ok?

Ayun. :) Haha! Oh yeah, and I love my online buddies! You guys give me parang, support kahit na thru this blog lang tayo nagkakajive. :)

Mwuaaah! ♥

Random.♥

2006-11-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

Been very busy kaya ngayon lang ako nakapag-update. :P Haha! Sooo, kung iisa-isahin ko ang mga nangyari sakin after Nov.7 ehhh.. Tinatamad ako eh. I'm focusing on my studies. Di na kasi ako pressured ngayon kaya masaya na namang mag-aral! Yeye.

Oh basta, nung Friday (Nov.10) Happy birthday to my lemon, Betel! :)

Hmmm, ang moody ko pala talaga. Temperamental as me, Arn, and JP would describe it. Yes, sila lagi kasama ko ngayon. BOYSS. :) It's alright naman. Kahit na may boyfriend ako, kasi we're really tight. Parang bro's ko na sila and ang saya. Haha! Diba? They are always there for me. Lalo na kanina. Hay. Weekend na naman and syempre, war na naman. Paulit-ulit lang no? Cycle na ata ng relationship namin ni Bogs yun eh. :( Oh well.. What can I do? Toyo ako eh. Bakit ba?! Boo.

Totoo talaga yung pagkatapos ng ligaya, lungkot naman ang kasunod. In my case, naprove na yun so many times already. Di na ko nagtataka. :( And speaking of the nagtataka word.. This is for YOU.

Di ka ba napapagod?

O di kaya'y nagsasawa?

Sa ating mga tampuhang, walang hanggang katapusan.

Kung tunay tayong nagmamahalan

Ba't di tayo magkasunduan?

Uyy, ang emo! Haha! :P Nagpapakasaya lang ako at inaaliw ko lang ang sarili ko. Para naman, nakakaaliw diba? Haha. LABO.

Wala na ba akong sense? Pasensya na ha. Parang di na ko sanay magblog eh. Last year kasi aaddict addict talaga ako sa ganito. Lagi kasi akong OL at walang magawa. :P Nung mga active Haler days ko. Ang sayaaaa. :) Miss ko na ang Hale sobraaa! Boohoo.

I'm browsing some people's Friendster profiles kanina when I bumped into this particular profile na nagbalik sakin ng memories sa crush ko nung elementary ako. Crush ko talaga sya kasi guapo talaga and type ko talaga yung mga ganoon. Maputi. Saka nakakausap ko naman sya nun and he seems nice naman. Nwei, I was accused by his sister or by him na rin na ginawan ko sya ng Friendster account without his consent. Um, fake ba. Tas nagsesend ng message sakin yung sis nya thru Friendster to give the password dun sa account na ginawa ko daw.

Eh hello? Ano ako? FAN? Duh. And I discovered Friendster nung patapos na ang 1styr HS ko. And crush ko yung guy na yun nung Gr.5 ako! Nakakatawa eh. :P Hoy, ang kapal. Sa totoo lang. Walang reference. lol. Bintangerz eh. Dame na kong naexperience na ganyan. Di naman totoo. When I left my elem school and moved to Guevara. Anubeh.

That was 2yrs ago. Sharing lang. :P Haha!

Ayun, napakwento lang. Ang saya kasing magtype. Naghihintay akong mag1230 eh. Nood akong That's So Raven para matuwa naman ako.

Yun lang. Babay na.

3rd♥

2006-11-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hello! :)

Ang tagal ko atang di nakapagupdate. 2 days ata? Haha. :P La lang. Ang saya kasi! Busy busyhan pa. Hmmm.. Ganito na lang. :D Mejo tinatamad akong magtype eh! Hehe. :)

Nung Nov 5, We went to Tagaytay. Prayed and then took lots of photos! :) And then we ate at Dencio's then we went to ATC. Bought my new phone! Motorola V3x. I ♥ it! Christmas gift ni Mama sakin. :) And a very happy birthday to roma! :)

Nov. 6, wala naman. :) Haha! Pasukan na ulit! Rawr. :P Happy birthday Nicole! :)

♥♥♥

NOW.

Happy 3rd monthsary to us! :) Yey! We went dito sa house after school and then we ate dinner at Chowking. :P Harhar! I love it.

He gave me a gift. A teddy bear, and I named it Bobby kasi Bogs and Belay and then.. just look for the relationship! :P Hahaha!

Lazy bones. No classes tomorrow! RAWR. :)

No more tears! :)

2006-11-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

Ok na ko ngayon. :) Actually, kanina pang madaling araw. But it's almost close to midnight na rin gising pa ko! Haha. Kakatapos lang ng PDA eh. Chai got expelled na. Ayun.. Daldal ko! :) Hahaha! I'm back to normal and I'm not feeling crappy anymore! :)

Haay, magsisimula akong magkwento tungkol sa grades ko. I somehow, don't care about my rank. Tanggap ko na yung bababa ako ng rank kasi I started high talaga without expecting any. Tas it was all like a dream! Until now di ako makapaniwala na naachieve ko yun. :) So now, masaya ako na once in my life nakuha ko yun. :D So nwei, bumaba rank ko sa class and sa over-all. Pero nasa top 10 pa rin ako ng class na sobrang naschock ako! :O Over-all? Hmmm.. Hahaha!

My grades are really weird. Konti lang inusad ko! As in! Kasi ganito yan, bumaba ako sa Math(expected). And then tumaas ako sa AP. Yung itinaas ko sa AP, saktong bawi nung ibinaba ko sa Math so no damage. BUT Fil na lang itanaas ko ng 1.2 point/s. And then the remaining 7 subjects retained ako! Hahaha! :)

I made it at least. :) 3rd grading here I come!

Hmmmm.. Crappy? Not anymore!

Me and Bogs had a short cold ~~war~~ that lasted for 1 and 1/2 day. I was crying like hell last night nung tumawag sya. Ok na kame ngayon. :) Our conversation last night lasted for hours kaya umaga na kame nagkaayus. Haha! Pag tingin ko sa mirror, my eyes were all bluffy. Maga sya talaga! Lalo na paggising ko. :P Andito din sya sa house kanina and all's well that ends well. :)

WE made it. ♥

Going to Tagaytay tomorrow. :)

Ano na?

2006-11-03T19:49:00.000+08:00

Di mo ba alam kung gaano mo ko nasasaktan?

Hindi.

Mali ako. Di parin maayus ang lahat hanggang ngayon.

SAD. :(

2006-11-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

I feel.

CRAPpy. :(

What's up?

I don't like this day at all. Good thing friends are there to make me happy. Love you guyss!! Di ako nakapagupdate yesterday because I'm not in the mood kahit na maaga akong nakauwe. Yes dear friends, I feel sad, depressed, melancholic and whatever. :(

Haay. Everything will be fine by tomorrow.

I hope..

Happy Halloween! // Missing YOU :(

2006-10-31T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Supposed to be papasok talaga ako pero sa isip at damdamin ko lang eh ayaw ko talaga. No choice eh. :P Baka kasi may gawin. Lalo na sa Math. Ayun may ginawa nga. :P Nwei, unti lang kameng pumasok. Siguro umabot naman kame sa half?

To tell you guys the truth, this is the weirdest and most iba halloween of all! May pasok kasi kame. Yun yun eh! Badtrip talaga. Di ko lang alam if I'll be going to school on the 2nd. Badtrip kasi talaga. Shiiiit.

Bored kame ni Arn kanina. Sooo we made these drawings sa board. :) We drew something na dati eh. Si Chu. :) You guys know the music vid of "You Had A Bad Day"? Inspired dito yun. lol. I'm using the white chalk tas he's using the pink chalk. :P

Weird girl saying AHLAVET! and Princess Nightingale. Yung princess dapat talaga mukhang witch yan. :P Hehe.. Eh naging prinsesa bigla. lol.

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I'm missing you already. :( Come back soon. I love you.

HAPPY :)

2006-10-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

First of all..

Happy birthday my prince! ♥

I love you sooo much! :) You will always be my prince. ;) Baduy na kung baduy!! Haha. Wafakelz. :) Sana lang naging happy ka today. :D I wish you all the best and sana lagi kang happy coz that's what I want for you. For the both of us na rin. ;) Hmmm.. Lahat naman na nasabi ko sa letter ko pero sasabihin ko pa rin na I'm always here for you. :D ALWAYS. Mwuaaaah!

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Happy birthday Ate Kat! :) Thanks for all the help! Lovez yah! Mwuaaah..

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I'm going to make kwento na lang tomorrow pag naalala ko lahat. Haha! Oh, lam ko na grades ko. :) Good luck sakin tomorrow! Boohoo.

Babay. ♥

Sembreak's Ovah beybe!

2006-10-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

~~Last~~ day of sembreak. Dapat nga ay nilubos ko na ang pagtulog ko. Sheesh. Paggising ko kanina ay sobrang antok pa ko. Kahit na 830am na nun. May usapan kasi kame nila Aljean and Tweety na magkikita ng 930. :P Ayun! Namove din naman to 130. Due to some necessary errands. lol.

Ayokong pumasok bukas. Boo! Asar eh. :( Kinakabahan ako.. tugtugtugtug. Ayoko naaaa! Help me people. Make me happy! I have to look on the bright side of things and I can't talagaaa! OMG.

Shit, inallergy ako. Boo ulit! Hmp. Di pwede. May test pa ko bukas sa Research.

Uyyy, may babatiin ako bukas. :) Haha! Oyeye.

Gudnayt ebriwan! Gudlak to me!

Ang Papel // Antok

2006-10-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

Una sa lahat, new layout! Hehe. Do you love it? Well, ahlavet! ♥ La lang. 6 months din sigurong di napaltan yung Mirmo layout ko pero ok rin. :) Marame namang Mirmo de Pon lovers eh! :) Pero ayan.. Haay. Ako naman ngayon, si Champ Lui Pio at si teddy Caszie ang featured. :) Para naman masaya! Yey! Salamat kay Ate Kat. :D

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As usual, puyat na naman ako. Tss. Ngayon, halata na talaga! OMG, kakaiba na pala mata ko. I look so stressed! Ang lalim na talaga ng eyebags ko.. Haay. :( Pano kaya ito? Bwisit kasi, matatapos na sembreak namin. Oct. 30 may pasok na. Tama ba yun? Nasan ang hustisya dun diba? RAWR. o_O Wala namang magagawa kasi si Pangulong Arroyo na naganunsyo.

Pero TAMA BA YUN? Ang saklaaaaap!! :(

At dahil may pasok na kame sa Monday, syempre kelangan nang tapusin ang mga gawain. Haay.. At isa na dun ang Research project namin. Oo na, kasalanan din naman namin kaya kame ngayon di masyadong nakakapagpahinga sa sembreak. DIBA? Yung iba kasi masipag eh. Ehh kame, ewan ko ba.

Matagal na dapat naming gagawin yun. Kaso naudlot na nang naudlot. Kasi bigla na lang may surprise quiz, dameng homeworks, projects and other stuff. Pero syempre dapat ginawa pa rin yung sa Research. Aii nako to make the long story short, nagawa kame ngayon.

Magmamagic pa ko mamaya para maging papel yung ginagawa namin! ALAKAZAM!

Wish ko lang matapos namin ito. Haay.. Pagod na pagod na ko. Zzzz..

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Antok na ko. Nagkita nga pala kame ni Bogs ngayon. ^_^ Grabe namiss ko yung mokong na yun! Hehe. :D La lang.. HUGS. :P

Ayun lang, magmamagic na ko. BOOM TARAT TARAT! :)

Mixed up.

2006-10-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

Hey people. I'm home. :)

Ok, I promised an entry with different emotions in it. :P Haha! So san kaya ako magsisimula? Hmmmm..

Happy. :D

I missed my Papa. Buti na lang nasundo nya kame this week kasi it's been 2 months since we last saw each other. We had so much fun in Manila! We did the usual things; watch movies, eat, laughtrip, stroll. ;) Haha! We watched The Prestige on our 1st day there. Hugh Jackman, Christian Bale and Scarlett Johanson are the lead characters. Um, it deals about obsession. :) Watch it na lang. It has a lot of twists. I swear. And then on the 2nd day, we watched TXT naman. Scaarrryyy!! And then we ate a lot. :D Hahaha! I missed my father sooo much. Baka sa Christmas na ulit kame magkita.. Haay..

I LOVE YOU PAPA! :) Thanks for everything. Me and Judd enjoyed a lot!

Relief :)

Di ko pa talaga naaannounce dito sa blog ko, pero tingin ko naman you guys know na(?). I already have a boyfriend. Bogs. :) Di ko alam kung paano masasabi kay Papa ang tungkol dun because I am his baby girl. Ever since naman eh.. Until now, ayaw nya na grumaduate ako. Bumalik daw ako sa elementary! Hahaha. He can't believe that his daughter is growing up and is graduating from high school. What more pa kaya kung malamang may boyfriend na right? So there. I told him na about it, after 2 months of my relationship with Bogs! :P

He didn't get mad. :D

Sad :(

I missed my boyfriend so much while I was away kasi wala syang load! OMG. Ayun. Nagtampo pa ko the last day we were together. Stupid me, I know! Ewan ko ba. Temperamental ako eh. lol. I felt bad kasi ako feeling ko I didn't make our last day together worthwhile. I made it worse pa. :( And oh, I have a lot of worries din..

Worried =/

About dun sa Research project namin. I dunno what to do na! :( Sana matapos namin within this weekend. Kasama na ang product at write-ups!
My friend has a problem about my 2 other friends. Problem within the circle of friends!! Haay.. I'm trying to help them fix things up. Sana maging maayus na. God, last year na namin ito together! Dapat lang..

Disappointed :'(

Bumaba ata ako this grading period. May incomplete pa ko sa Research so kukunin ko pa yun sa Monday. Nwei, I'm so disappointed talaga. Ayoko ng napepressure. See? Pag pressured ako, mas palpak. :( I don't get it. I'm studying hard naman. :(

I think that's the problem. I'm trying too much to the point na siguro napapagod na ko. I want to please everyone and try not to disappoint them.

But I end up disappointing myself too. :(

Hopeful. O:)

I'll try to be optimistic this time beybe! :) And I'll try not to be that pressured this next grading period. I'm not promising anything. I'LL JUST HOPE AND PRAY FOR THE BEST. :)

Guys, please pray for me too. Ang gulo ng feelings and thoughts ko diba? Nagkaclash at nagjajive. :P

Babay.

Leaving.♥

2006-10-24T20:10:00.001+08:00

I'm leaving for Manila so I think I won't be able to blog for the next 2(?) days. Errr, I dunno. Basta. Kung sipagin man akong pumunta ng computer shop na malapit dun eh why not? Haha. :D Ayun.

Actually, I'm not that happy today. I have a lot of worries, and kung friend kita LJ, you can check it out there. :) Haha! Locked kasi yun eh so you guys won't be able to read it UNLESS you're a friend. La lang. Nwei, madame akong iniisip like yung project namin sa Research. Disaster ata sya and magic atang maging papel yung ginagawa namin.

And my head aches like hell again! And so is my ♥ too. :( NOT in a total heartbreak situation but, I can handle it naman siguro.

Before the play. :) Datu Ulka! Haha. Fake/improvised mustache and goatee. :P Haha!

After! Sorry for my appearance. I look tired na. :P Hehe. I love the eyes!

CONGRATS sa IV-Galileo/PGMNHS and to the cast of Mirinisa for bagging the 2nd place! Oo na, mejo bitter pero walang magagawa..
CONGRATS to Mykel Barte for bagging the 3rd place for Oration! Bitter din. :P

I hope I'll get to check my blog sooner than I thought. :P Haha! Babay.♥

First of Sembreak-Sick!

2006-10-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

May runny nose ako ngayon. At dahil dun masakit din ang ulo ko. :( At tama ka, lalong sasakit ang ulo ko kasi nasa harap ako ngayon ng PC ko at nagtatype ng isang blog entry para sa araw na ito.

Masisisi mo ba ko kung ito ang gusto kong gawin? :(

Drama! Haha. :P Nwei, mejo ok na rin ngayon ang pakiramdam ko. Mejo masakit pa rin ang ulo ko, at sinisipon pa rin ako. Um, kasi yesterday after my exam, paglabas ko biglang sumikat ng husto si haring araw. Na nagresulta sa pagsakit ng ulo ko dahil galing ako sa lamig. Malamig dun sa room na pinagexaman ko eh. :D Ang saya!

So yun. Init-Lamig ang reason. I think? Tas paguwi ko, may sakit din si Mama. Tatrangakasuhin ata. Get well soon Ma! LOVE YOU! :) Grabe, mag-ina nga tayo.

This is what I get on the first day of sembreak? KAMON! Ngayon pa ko tinablan. Haha! Tas kanina umalis ako ng house kasi may itatanong ako kay Sir Yo tungkol sa research project namin. Eh I'm with Lei and Bogs. Nagyaya ako, sabi ko gusto ko ng McJelly Trio sa McDo.

Nasermonan ako ng Bogs! Sheesh. :P Napakasaya.. Ok lang yun. Mahal naman kita eh. :) Sermonan mo man ako palagi. Alam ko naman na concerned ka lang sakin. Nagpakapasaway lang pare. ;)

Bukas..
Good luck sa buong cast ng Mirinisa!
Go lang ng go! :) Hehe. Galileo-yan! Yahu!

Ayun lang. Sakit na ng mata ko. :P

USTET // Done

2006-10-22T19:23:00.000+08:00

YES! :) Tapos na ang USTET. Magdiwang! Woohoo! :D

Sana lang makapasa ako. :) I'm loving♥ UST! La lang. Kasi siguro product ako ng 2 Thomasians. Yeah, my parents graduated from UST. Pareho ng course and dun sila nagkakilala. So UST is a big part of me, kasi kung walang UST, wala ako dito ngayon sa surface ng Earth. Ahlavet!

Kinakabahan na nga lang ako.. Nakakuha na ko ng exams sa 4 universities; UP, Ateneo, LaSalle and UST. I want to think positive talaga. :( Kaso minsan yung mga negative vibes eh pumapasok sa isip ko. :( All I have to do is to BELIEVE.♥ Pinag-iisipan ko pa kung kukuha ako sa San Beda. Teka, pwede pa ba?

THANK YOU LORD!!

Please pray for me. :) Yun din ang gagawin ko ngayon. I did my best. I really want to have a bright future ahead of me, kasi yun ang gusto ng family ko. Specifically my parents. Di naman nila ako bubuhayin ng maayus kung ayaw nila ng magandang kinabukasan para sa akin diba?

And I don't want to disappoint them..

Please Lord..

Start of sembreak. :) LOADS OF WORK TO DO!!

CRAZY♥

2006-10-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

3rd kame sa jingle competition. Ok, so mejo nagkalat kame. Pero we did our best. Woohoo! :P Pang-asar eh. lol. BITTER? Nah. Ayus lang talaga. :) We didn't exert too much effort lang siguro and lack of time. Busy-busyhan.

Binuhos lahat sa bidyoke! Har. I only sang This I Promise You kaso nasira pa moment ko kasi maingay daw kame and wag daw magsigawan. Duh. And there was this group of freshmen students who were very annoying. o_O Ang masasabi ko lang, di kame ganun nung 1styr kame. :P

I. am. TIRED.

And I want to go to sleep. ^_^

Yes, I am happy. :) Haha! Ahlavet. ♥

Pano ba yan? SEMBREAK na. :D

Moving. On. And on. :)

2006-10-19T19:20:00.000+08:00

Sci fair was fine. Nung umaga, nagkakagulo kame kasi we thought regular classes. Anong klaseng trip yun diba? Fair tas regular classes sa umaga? Wtf. Nwei, wala naman pala. So yun, nagpractice lang kame ng pagpapalipad ng rocket namin. :) Haha! FUN. :D

Ladies and gents, BAB-C♥. :D Our baby rocket! Haha. 4th placer sa rocket competition namin so, not bad. ;) Haha! Ok lang yun since Galileo pa rin ang 1st. Yahu! Ang saya-saya.. Sobrang kapagod ang fair. Siguro kasi naglakad-lakad lang ako halos buong araw. :P

HAFIE BIRTHDAY JP! :)

----- Now comes the serious part.

I've been happy these past few months and halata naman. I have moved on. Siguro dati, not that sure since I still have these doubts and fears when it comes to falling in love. I don't want to fall for the wrong person and get hurt over again. Hoping all over again.. Nakakapagod din kasi. :( When I know that person can't be mine. Whatever I do.

Then here comes the person who knows that what I need is someone who will love me and take care of me. Wala syang takot iparamdam sakin kung ano ang nararamdaman nya. He is willing to wait for me. Or rather, get hurt and try again na nagbabakasakali na baka mahalin ko rin sya.
Oh well, no pain no gain! lol.

I never imagined myself being in that situation again. I mean, seeing the people who had hurt me the most. WALA NAMAN AKONG KARAPATAN BEFORE I KNOW. Nag-inarte ako. Kasalanan ko why I felt it. It was very stupid. Tas wala pa sya kanina. Hay, tampuhang walang katapusan. :(

I'm so proud of myself na nalampasan ko yun. :D I proved to myself na wala na. Alam ko na dati pero kelangan pa rin patunayan. :)

2 months and counting. ;) I love you. ♥

Islify.

2006-10-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

Just went home. Pumunta kame ng mga classmates ko sa birthday ni Reg. :) Gala kung gala. Ewan ko ba. Actually, minsan lang ako pumunta sa mga birthday parties. Usually, pag blowout lang sa McDo or any fastfood. Bihira sa house. Plus, ibang bayan ito pare!! Hahaha. :D

Ang araw na ito ay puno ng luha. Buti na lang at naging maayus ang lahat. :) Sa totoo lang, kinakabahan ako pagpasok pa lamang sa loob ng paaralan. Bakit? Parang.. Basta. Down na down ako. Buti na lang, naging maayus ang lahat.

And swear, magiigi na kame. AS IN!! :)

Antok na ko. But I don't want to go to sleep pa. Last night, nagpepaint ako nung rocket namin na project namin sa Physics. Syempre, ang design ay stars and swirls. Wawa naman kame. :P Yun lang kaya ko eh.. Di naman ako artsy. Simple lang. ;) lol. Pero Nix said naman na cute yung design ko. Well.. Kahit na sabog na ko sa antok nung ginagawa ko yun last night, cute nga. ;) Tas I fell asleep pa sa floor! Kaloka. :P

Ngayon, antok na rin ako. But I have to fix some stuff pa. Yung compilation pa ng quizzes ko sa Math na wala akong pinasa! :( Huhu.. Ewan ko ba. It's not really my thing. I love numbers. Human calendar daw ako sabi ng mga classmates ko. Aii, at saka Magic Sing!! Haha. :P Ayun. Tas papapirmahan ko kay Mama. :P Hassle!!

My brother's behind me singing 7,8 by Hale. Haha. Favorite nya daw. :P Pwede na rin.. Pero I love Shooting Stars talaga!! :D Kaya (ehem!) buy na ng album!! Haha. Singit lang ang plugging. Nwei, sa sembreak we'll be doing our Research. Good luck sa papel! Haha. And sana magawa namin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REG!! :)

Sabi ng kapatid ko wag ko daw sya isama dito sa entry kong ito. Ang cruel ko daw. :P UDU!! Haha. Hay.. Jingle pa namin. OMG. I need some rest.

Busog na busog. ♥

Uh-huh

2006-10-17T13:31:00.000+08:00

Doodledoo..

It is the last day of exams. Last day of 2nd Grading Period. Last day of studying. Yes, next week sembreak na. Yey.

Or so I thought..

Sabon-sabon kame bukas. :( I'm just hoping the best for me tomorrow and sana maging ok. Sana matapos namin ang dapat tapusin. At gawin ang dapat gawin.

Babay.

Hoy

2006-10-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

Napakahirap ng last year ko sa high school. Aba. Di naman sa pagrereklamo pero.. I'm loving the pain mahn! ;) lol. It's our last year naman so pwede narin. I'm loving♥ it! Last 2nd grading period ko na ito bilang isang high school student.

Unti na lang.. 1 last day. Everything will be back to zero.

3rd grading period naman!! Rawr.

Bukas : PHYSICS, Ekonomiks, Values. Maiiyak ako sa Physics. God. I love the subject but sobrang difficult na. :( KAYA KO ITO. Diba Bel? Last day na. :D

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Hoy.

Bili kayo Twilight. Hale's sophomore album. Haler mode ako ngayon. :) Haha! Soundtrip magdamag. I love♥ Shooting Star!! Kahit na sobrang melancholic ng song. And to think I'm happy with my lablayp! :P

Sige, The Ballad Of din. ♥

Good luck pa rin sakin. Babay. ♥

Good luck

2006-10-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

So I got a low score in our Math test. Pasang-awa. Umabot naman ako sa kalahati. Ok ba yun? Hmmm.. Ewan?

I just got home. Tapos na exam ko sa DLSU. God, sooo difficult! Kinulang ako sa time. OMG. o_O So good luck sakin. I'm getting really praning again! Lagi akong ganito every after exams. Shoot. Ngayon, I'll be waiting for my results. I am not expecting for anything pero basta. I'll pray na lang. For everything to turn out fine.

God, I just want a BRIGHT FUTURE ahead of me. Please. Please. Please.

Tomorrow, depart exams. Babawi ako. Swear.

On the lighter side of things, I bought Hale's Twilight album na! ;D I'm listening to it right now. And I ♥ it! :)

Hello

2006-10-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

What can I say? It's Friday the 13th.

At talagang pinandigan! Argh. OMG, it was a slight bad day. Ok naman sya nung una but nung hapon na, ayoko na. :( I'm sooo azar. Ang ~~baba~~ ng score ko sa Math.

Wala na kong future.. :( Heeelp!!

Good luck to my brain cells for it will be badly used on Sunday. Since it's my DLSU entrance exam. And also on Monday, for it will be the first day of our departmental exams. And also on Tuesday because it's the 2nd day of the exams. Next week will be the USTET.

Ano na kayang mangyayari sa grades ko? :(

Oh, honor roll. It was nice being with you last 1st grading period. Hope to see you soon, and I pray for a miracle to see you this 2nd grading period. :(

M-I-R-A-C-L-E. ♥

" Sa mga tampuhang walang hanggang katapusan " - Yes. :( Pero baka ok na kame tomorrow. I wish that I could love Saturdays! And I thought I loved Fridayss?! Crap. :(

♥♥♥

2006-10-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

I love you. ♥

Don't you just lurve Wednesdayss? :)

Melancholy

2006-10-10T19:01:00.000+08:00

I hate Tuesday.

Not all Tuesdays, but particularly this day is really chaotic for me. Exagge? Maybe I am. :( Everything's so difficult. So depressing. So sad. So melancholic.

Crap. :'(

The last 2 months, were really happy days.

And I am looking forward for more.

I hope that Wednesday's going to be fine. I really really wish that everything will go back to normal. And so are we. :(

" Please.. That's enough.. "

Artsy-dootsy

2006-10-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

Oh, I absolutely love-hate Monday. :P

I hate it because it is the start of a new schoolweek. Meaning: s-t-r-e-s-s. Dead.

I love♥ it because it cures b-o-r-e-d-o-m pare. :) Plus, Haha! Weirdo again ladies and gents.

It's just that I am not feeling well. Although the day went well. I already passed my expressionism and abstract painting. :P Haha! And tonight, I'm going to draw and paint. Again. Oh yeah, I'm bringing out the artistic side. Or rather, forcing to let it out.

And oh, not inspired. Problemooo!! 3rd month na ito dude. Kamon, kamon..

Good night. ♥

" And there was light "

2006-10-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

Yun yun dude eh. :)

Soo it's official! Electricity's baack! :D And I am back too. Hehe.. I'm soo proud of myself because I survived waking up for almost 2 weeks without electricity! Going to sleep is fine since bukas ang generator every night. ;) Hehehe..

I won't go into details what happened to me this week but sobrang gulo, weird and whirlwind-like. We♥ fight almost everyday. I know it sucks right? Pero ganun ata talaga pag going strong. lol. :P Going strong nag-aaway?! Haha.. Pwede pare! :) Been very busy because of the Mirinisa play that happened yesterday.

And oh beybe, WE WON. :D Are you feeling it? Yeyeye..

And I made 2 paintings. Haay, I suck. :( Pero ok daw sabi nila.. So I think I wasn't a sucker after all. May future ata ako!! Haha. :)

I watched ASAP kanina and watched HALE's performance. I miss the guys soo much. :( And wala pa kong Twilight! Owemji. I. need. to. buy. it. SOON. Speaking of the album, Gold na sya already in one week! :D Congratulationsss!

Oct 2. - Happy birthday Tiffany Joyce "Angel ko" Bautista!
Oct. 3 - Happy birthday Frans Roque dela Cruz
Oct.7 - Happy birthday Kariz Nazel Dy and Jewel Alayon!
OCT.7 - still ♥♥♥
Oct 8. - Happy birthday Ate Meyrina Altobar and John Micho "'tay" Paglinawan!

Doobeedoo

2006-09-28T06:25:00.000+08:00

It's raining hard.

And I mean really ~~HARD~~.

No classes. Because of course, who's got the guts to go out in this kind of weather?

Me? Nah. Actually, JP's asking if I want to watch FDH.

Will somebody please give me a bear hug?

Yes, I want YOU. :)

Uh-huh, you. ♥♥♥

♥

2006-09-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

I thought today was supposed to be hell day pero mali ako. :P I was reviewing last night for our prelim in Greek myth then I fell asleep! Hey there sleeping beauty wake up! :P Argh. Eh di pa ko nakakapagreview sa Research eh kelangan ko talaga bumawi. ;( Good thing, wala kameng exam sa Research. Yey! Rejoice! :)

I'm getting paranoid and I am being a ~~perfectionist~~. Ok so yung last one ay di ko pa alam, pero I want things to be in order. Organized. Gosh, O.C na ba ako?! Haha. Dunno. What do you think? Hmmm.. Masipag daw ako ngayon sabi ni Aljean. Naaahhh.. Kala nya lang yun. lol. But I am studying hard. Mukha lang masipag ngayon kasi patong patong ang work. :( Stressful!

Ok, so tests in Research and Advance Chem tomorrow plus reports in Health and A.P. Good luck to me! :)

Believe. ♥♥♥

3G - God's Greatest Glory

2006-09-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

God is my DJ. ♥

To everyone who came, maraming salamat. In behalf of YFC East1 - Cluster 3 Laguna. Ayus! Lakas ng kabataan. ;) Esp to Kuya Marlon na guest speaker pa from West1. Nice meeting you Kuya! :D Balik ka ulit sa Sta. Cruz ha! :D Sa ating service team, we survived. Yahu!

Believe. ♥

Waltz

2006-09-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

I just saw/heard Hale's latest single/vid in MYX. :) May leading lady na si Kuya Champ! Haha! Kapanibago lang. Well, for a change din. It is entitled Waltz, carrier single of their sophomore album Twilight. Yeah, I know parang promote ito. So whaaat?! Haha. Tagal ko nang di nagawa ito. It's been months! And 1 yr na rin akong Haler. Oo guys, I still am a true blooded Haler. Siguro di nga lang active kasi I can't go to gigs anymore unlike before. Diba? Really. Everything's so different now. Very busy.

Nwei, ang ganda nung vid. Kaiba sa iba. :) I ♥ it! Abangan nyo sa MYX. ;) Hahaha! Vote for it also. Ganda ng song. Of course, only the best! HALE! Yahu! ♥

Want to greet these people:

Hafie birthday Arnedo!
Congratulations Charley, Betel and Tweety!

Iba na ito Galileo-ans! Supreme. ;)

Yeyeye

2006-09-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to us, IV-Galileo! :) We made it! Yahu..

Bogs♥, so proud of you. :D Nakss.. Best supporting actor huh. Also to Jeff, Angela, Ivan and Kiks. Direk Ruth! Haha. Basta, buong IV-Galileo. Cheerios!

HAFIE BIRTHDAY CARLY and RYZEE. :)

Thanks sa food. Superb. ;)

Gots to review.

Kamon! ;)

2006-09-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

Got this from my LJ. I was reading some of my entries kasi and I bumped into this one.

April 10, 2006

I'm feeling really GUILTY. I know he doesn't deserve the treatment I gave him kanina. I like him. Like is a different thing from love. And I DON'T love him. If he reads this I know he'll get hurt. He loves me. But I don't. It's just that I know he's sincere, but I can't love him. I can't force myself to. Sana maintindihan nya ko. Yoko rin ng usap-usapan. Ayoko rin syang masaktan. Pero sa ginagawa ko, I'm tearing and breaking his heart into pieces.. Kamon! Di naman ako ganun kaganda. :P Friendship is the only thing I could give him. I know I'm so unfair. But life is not fair. It is not to me too.. It's not fair to all. I'm beginning to understand that.

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Wala lang. :) Hahahaha! Natatawa lang ako. Ang cheeesssyyyy ko pala. ;)

I'm not yet done with my Physics and Advance Chem homework. :( I'm going to work na! Haha! Go go! :D

2006-09-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

Click

I visited my 1st-ever-matino-blog in the world and now, cute na layout nya. :) Haha! Natripang ayusin. Oh well..

BOREDOM.♥

I'm going to study. Yeyeye. Can't sleep. I've been thinking about.. you? Really? Haha. Cool. :P

ACET // Back! :)

2006-09-16T15:15:00.000+08:00

Finally! May internet connection na ulit kame! Yey. ;) Blogger ulit ako. Haha! Oh well, pag di lang busy. And di na ko sanay magblog! Owemji.

Just came home from San Pablo. ACET. Phew.

Hirap na ko sa school. :( Haay.. Sana kayanin ko pa. Dameng activities and pag weekends wala na kong pahinga. Buti ngayong week na ito ay maayus. Wala akong lakad bukas! :P I'll be doing homeworks pa in Physics and Advance Chem. Hirap ako sa circuits anubahh..

Oh well, once again pray for me! Yey. :D Ako rin naman eh laging nagpepray. Haha!

Chatting with TJ. Right. NOW.

Missed you so much TJ! :)

Pressured

2006-08-30T11:37:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking a lot of things lately. Sobrang praning naman talaga ako kaya di nakapagtataka. :P Haha. My life is going well naman.. Friends, family, God, love♥.. Napepressure lang ako.

I mean, yung grades ko. Ang hirap swear. :( Sana kayanin kong mapataas yung grade ko next grading period. Taas kasi ngayon, ewan ko ba! Nagpakabusy kasi ako. Halata naman right? I just hope everything will be alright. As in ok lahat. :) Awarding na mamaya..

Help me guys please? Pray for me! :)

Sana kayanin ko pa.. And promise I'll try harder!

Aja fighting! :D